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2010-09-01T03:47:00.000-07:00

31.08.2010, Elaine's 18th birthday!

My routine on that day ;

Morning - drank few spoon of nestum, went to school, cried *for some reasons*, had English school's oral practice. When its Kenneth's turn, he reads the passage, the actual sentence was :

"Hey! Can you play somewhere else?!"

He read it as, "Hey! Can you play someone else?!" LMFAO.

Afternoon - walked to town with Kenneth and Brian. While waiting for Kelly, we went to a mobile shop nearby Ta Hua's restaurant but it was full so we went to WYWY's restaurant for lunch. Kelly treat me Milo shake. Heh, didn't eat. No appetite at all.
Shop awhile then off to Kelly's house. All of us LAI DIAN. Well, especially me. As for Kenneth, he kept laugh non-stop cause of my lameness xD

I drew this .. Brian add that arrow. Lol. Then he drew another one. We're bored k. Depressed too.

Aww. Hahahahahahaha. Then I went to add a line in the centre just like a broken heart! :p

Skipped tuition, postponed it again with Kelly. Waiting for Niu Qin to come pick me home change prom dress lor ~ Matthew Kong, Niu Qin, Kenneth, Hwa Hui, Kelly & I squeezed into Niu Qin's car. Hahahha. They waited for me @my house. Didn't make up then go out in a hurry. Off to Bucaneer. Met Rudny, Yi Siang(Daddie), Steve, Annie, Sandy, Johnson, Chee Wee, Ah Han, See Mui & her bro. Others didn't see lor. Hahha. Went home early anyway.

HAHAHAHA. Okay, I met my long lost friend. When I went home, he terus add my FB. Then next morning he terus inbox me. -_-

Read what he said! HAHAHAHA! I wanna vomit liao lor.

XXXX SAID ~~September 1 at 2:19pm~~
Haha ur not xiao qi gui jiu can liao! sorry late reply! sleeping jus now! xP btw wat u doing? :P and also! last night your so beutiful! :P

XXXX SAID ~~September 1 at 6:57pm~~
haha...beautiful lar... =X i almost want daydreaming liao! just now u come downstair from ur house! xD

HAHAHA. I didnt know he change till like this liao HAHAHAHA.

2010-08-30T15:08:00.000-07:00

A love became hatred.
What more can I say?
Guys are choosy no?
No matter how I chase you back, (which is rarely to see me being so thick face k)
you don't seem to care about it.
I know I'm wrong.
Everything was a lie.
But I believe everything happens for a reason.

Hopefully, I don't give up easily again this time. :/
Unless, there's someone to brainwash me.

A post from my Jie -

Okay, this paragraph goes out to my beloved
Janice mei. I know something had been troubling
you recently based on your blog. But fret not. You
still have me to talk to. Remember, me! I know
something went wrong but you don't seem to want
to talk about it eh? Do tell me via facebook if u want
to msn me ;D Love yah.

Same old sentence, I do wish to recover quickly! (:

- Thanks alot, I really need a talk. But it's not the time now, wait till I'm feeling better k? Yes, I agree. Same old sentence :)

2010-08-30T03:54:00.000-07:00

Why, whats wrong with that? Isn't it normal if girls went mad whenever guys don't accompany them much? This shows that the girl wants to spend more time with him. Don't they?

Secondly, a girl asked, "do you still want to be with me?" & she gave him some time to think about it. If the guy still needs to think, I bet he's no use at all, this shows that he doesn't love the girl anymore. Am I right? Absolutely.

Thirdly, as a friend of mine said, 'never expect anything from a girl.' Guys just don't understand. Another friend of mine said, "whenever a girl pushes a guy away, she wanted to see whether he will stick to her again, this is called love." I agree.

- Just realised today was Art4 exam, I've brought loads of books to school. Man -_-" after the exam, went to See Mui's house nap awhile before the Malay oral. Gosh, I answered them by words but not sentences. I guess I'm going to fail it again. Cried around 2+ .. Due to my bad situation(Malay Oral & a msg). Person who're involved should know what am I talking about here.

After the oral, See Mui brought me to Kelly's house. She's not at home -_- great, walked to Toppy saloon to find her. Waiting for her panicure her nails, cut her hair. Saw my dad, scam credit first! Wahahaha! And etc etc. Lazy blog le. D:

2010-08-28T19:33:00.000-07:00

Smiley! =D

On Friday, skipped tuition cause am exhausted, not sure why =/
Went to KB by bus, so so tired already. Bought some Tees. Used loads of $$. Going bankrupt again. Jia Wen and I went to Jess house, take back my pyjamas(PINK).

Kenneth & Jia Wen came to my house to stay overnight. It's like .. been a long time, no one ever came to my house to sleepover. Anyway, mom went to visit Perth with her friend on Thursday eve. We decide to not stay up till the next day. But the plan failed, they put aeroplane on me. Jia Wen fall asleep first, while me & Kenneth still full awake. Surf the net to let me stay awake =D

Until around 3, I straight away *dup* on the bed & zZzZz while Kenneth sleep later an hour than me. They TJL, woke up earlier than me, chit chatting there, woke me up. -_- it's 8 already. We head for breakfast and got prepared while waiting for Baby to come fetch us to go Bandar.

Oh, I forgot to mention about that night. Kenneth went into the kitchen, searching for the dustbin. LOL. He was finding the stand for the dustbin, actually it was a container for the rice. Tsk tsk, too modern issit? HAHA!

Back to the topic. Hmm. Matt gor followed us too. At Bandar, Jia Wen & I went to shop in the Mall, left the guys alone. Hmph! They wont follow either. Noob. Tsk. After that, "WE" went to find "THEM". They bought tickets for movies already -_- they chosen the 'Grown Ups'. I thought it's interesting though, but not what I expected. Some part is funny but idk why am not laughing. LOL. Well, I dont even know which is the pic cover of the movie -_- anyhow find one.

After movie, ate half lunch, half dinner =x
I ordered Fish & chips @ Foodcourt :D

Sigh. While waiting for Aries and MJ, we did nothing at all. Noob. Watching lakos moving up the escalator. Zzz. Retarded k. I asked Jia Wen to go centrepoint. Let them alone. Fed up of these guys. They wont follow us either. So we shopped slowly in the Metoyou bear's shop. Baby kept msg where are we. While we are going back to the Mall, Baby asked to wait for them, they're at Hairock. I was like wtf. Nearly replied "go hell la". But then, I calmed myself. They asked where are we, yet asked us to wait. Wtf la.

Nvm. When we almost leave the mall, Baby went to buy something? Made us wait outside for few minutes. Wtf. So we went in and shop again while he's back. Hmph. Next, Kenneth went to buy something again when we're done. Wtf k. Jia Wen said, "who's next? Matt?" Zzzz. That made us frustrated enough. I rather stay at home, seriously. Going out with them is like going out with Jia Wen only.

Then, we're off to Empire hotel. It was getting even worst, I can say. Totally horrible day to date. If I wasn't calm enough, I would have broke up. -_- I'm not joking.

2010-08-26T04:37:00.000-07:00

My current profile picture in Facebook :D

Right after school dismiss, followed See Mui, Kenneth & Brian to Sui Hing. They ordered Paos while I am the only one who ordered Fried Mee. They were shocked when I ordered it, cause they were rush in time to go back to school, in order to get ready for their Malay orals. I was like wtf, okay I was totally forgotten about it. So I decided to wait for Kelly but it takes too long, See Mui fetch them; they went back to school. I walked to Kelly's house alone. She requested me to purchase a 3G credit for her. While I reached her house, changed clothes, etc. We gossip until around 1:30pm. She bought some stuffs, I bought nothing -.-

Wanted to buy Pelikan colour pencils but I forgot. Haha, great. Nevermind, tomorrow imma going out again. Maybe could take a quick photo for the school mags too. Or maybe on Monday afternoon? Hmmm. Speaking about Monday, I had my Malay oral on that day! Oh-no! I had no confidence on Malay. Honestly.

We were runding in Wywy's restaurant, they asked us to go out to settle the case. Though, I was not involved, but a friend of mine asked me to accompany her. I've also wanted to know what's going on actually. That girl *I did not mention names* had no sense of humour, no offense. I'm serious. No one actually likes her, I meant her attitude, don't get me wrong. Even her fcuk face.

Rudny was effing funny. Annie too. Rudny spark that girl, copying every sentence she said. *Oh, I forgot about it too. Oh, I won't say sorry too.* Hahahaha. I wondered, if she had forgotten then why her mom remembers it? Annie said it right. Not only a few of us whom dislikes her, everyone does.

To my readers, for your information, I'm not being a racist here or should I say *we?* am just briefly explaining what's happening today. Anyway, it's ridiculous when you've done something wrong & you don't want to admit it or apologize to the person. This kind of person cannot be fucked. :)

After that I went for my English tuition @CFBT. I was so exhausted, not sure why. Usually I'm super hyper, I lost my appetites. I'm choosy for food nowadays. Sigh. Getting skinnier like a skeleton. Wait, I'm one of em already xD

2010-08-25T06:40:00.000-07:00

MARRIAGE

When I got home that night as my wife served dinner, I held her hand and said, I've got something to tell you. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes.

Suddenly I didn't know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want a divorce. I raised the topic calmly.

She didn't seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why?

I avoided her question. This made her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man! That night, we didn't talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer; she had lost my heart to Jane. I didn't love her anymore. I just pitied her!

With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company.

She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. The woman who had spent ten years of her life with me had become a stranger. I felt sorry for her wasted time, resources and energy but I could not take back what I had said for I loved Jane so dearly. Finally she cried loudly in front of me, which was what I had expected to see. To me her cry was actually a kind of release. The idea of divorce which had obsessed me for several weeks seemed to be firmer and clearer now.

The next day, I came back home very late and found her writing something at the table. I didn't have supper but went straight to sleep and fell asleep very fast because I was tired after an eventful day with Jane.

When I woke up, she was still there at the table writing. I just did not care so I turned over and was asleep again.

In the morning she presented her divorce conditions: she didn't want anything from me, but needed a month's notice before the divorce. She requested that in that one month we both struggle to live as normal a life as possible. Her reasons were simple: our son had his exams in a month's time and she didn't want to disrupt him with our broken marriage.

This was agreeable to me. But she had something more, she asked me to recall how I had carried her into out bridal room on our wedding day.

She requested that every day for the month's duration I carry her out of our bedroom to the front door ever morning. I thought she was going crazy. Just to make our last days together bearable I accepted her odd request.

I told Jane about my wife's divorce conditions. . She laughed loudly and thought it was absurd. No matter what tricks she applies, she has to face the divorce, she said scornfully.

My wife and I hadn't had any body contact since my divorce intention was explicitly expressed. So when I carried her out on the first day, we both appeared clumsy. Our son clapped behind us, daddy is holding mommy in his arms. His words brought me a sense of pain. From the bedroom to the sitting room, then to the door, I walked over ten meters with her in my arms. She closed her eyes and said softly; don't tell our son about the divorce. I nodded, feeling somewhat upset. I put her down outside
the door. She went to wait for the bus to work. I drove alone to the office.

On the second day, both of us acted much more easily. She leaned on my chest. I could smell the fragrance of her blouse. I realized that I hadn't looked at this woman carefully for a long time. I realized she was not young any more. There were fine wrinkles on her face, her hair was graying! Our marriage had taken its toll on her. For a minute I wondered what I had done to her.

On the fourth day, when I lifted her up, I felt a sense of intimacy returning. This was the woman who had given ten years of her life to me.

On the fifth and sixth day, I realized that our sense of intimacy was growing again. I didn't tell Jane about this. It became easier to carry her as the month slipped by. Perhaps the everyday workout made me stronger.

She was choosing what to wear one morning. She tried on quite a few dresses but could not find a suitable one. Then she sighed, all my dresses have grown bigger. I suddenly realized that she had grown so thin, that was the reason why I could carry her more easily.

Suddenly it hit me... she had buried so much pain and bitterness in her heart. Subconsciously I reached out and touched her head.

Our son came in at the moment and said, Dad, it's time to carry mom out. To him, seeing his father carrying his mother out had become an essential part of his life. My wife gestured to our son to come closer and hugged him tightly. I turned my face away because I was afraid I might change my mind at this last minute. I then held her in my arms, walking from the bedroom, through the sitting room, to the hallway. Her hand surrounded my neck softly and naturally. I held her body tightly; it was just like our wedding day.

But her much lighter weight made me sad. On the last day, when I held her in my arms I could hardly move a step. Our son had gone to school. I held her tightly and said, I hadn't noticed that our life lacked intimacy.

I drove to office.... jumped out of the car swiftly without locking the door. I was afraid any delay would make me change my mind...I walked upstairs. Jane opened the door and I said to her, Sorry, Jane, I do not want the divorce anymore.

She looked at me, astonished, and then touched my forehead. Do you have a fever? She said. I moved her hand off my head. Sorry, Jane, I said, I won't divorce. My marriage life was boring probably because she and I didn't value the details of our lives, not because we didn't love each other anymore. Now I realize that since I carried her into my home on our wedding day I am supposed to hold her until death do us apart.

Jane seemed to suddenly wake up. She gave me a loud slap and then slammed the door and burst into tears. I walked downstairs and drove away.

At the floral shop on the way, I ordered a bouquet of flowers for my wife. The salesgirl asked me what to write on the card. I smiled and wrote, I'll carry you out every morning until death do us apart.

That evening I arrived home, flowers in my hands, a smile on my face, I run up stairs, only to find my wife in the bed - dead.
My wife had been fighting CANCER for months and I was so busy with Jane to even notice. She knew that she would die soon and she wanted to save me from the whatever negative reaction from our son, in case we push thru with the divorce.-- At least, in the eyes of our son--- I'm a loving husband....

The small details of your lives are what really matter in a relationship. It is not the mansion, the car, property, the money in the bank. These create an environment conducive for happiness but cannot give happiness in themselves. So find time to be your spouse's friend and do those little things for each other that build intimacy. Do have a real happy marriage!

If you don't share this, nothing will happen to you.

If you do, you just might save a marriage.
Many of life's failures are people who did not realize how close they were to success when they gave up.

A CHRIST-CENTERED MARRIAGE IS A MARRIAGE THAT IS SURE TO LAST A LIFETIME.

So then, they are no longer two but one flesh. Therefore what God has joined together, let not man separate. Matthew 19:6.

By Stephanie Halmilton

2010-08-24T06:01:00.000-07:00

Shop Spot's 2nd batch pre-order had just reopened, closing date will be on 4th September at 3PM. I know it takes too long, due to my mom is going overseas so no one helps me to order at the moment -_-

Publishing some of the accessories here, I love it too.

Don't you think it's pretty? XD

2010-08-23T02:12:00.000-07:00

Awww, I effing adore cute & fluffy puppies ♥ ♥ .. I used to own a puppy when I was young at my old house, I still remember how I used to call him, FIFI =D
He's the only puppy that I love, ♥ eventhough, he's just an ordinary dog, but special in someways. He looks like the 101 dalmation, he got a black spot on his left eyes, if I'm not mistaken :C unfortunately, one day, he gotten food poison !! Passed away just like that .. Sadlife.

I wish to have one of these though ..

And, a very good example could be .. Claudia's

My mom knew that, every year during CNY, I will visit her house, the first thing I do is to play with her puppy!! XD hohooho!

2010-08-19T05:10:00.000-07:00

I'm so gonna share these videos to you guys! A friend of mine send me these links, too bad she can't watch it. Effing funny =D

The Lady Gaga - mychonny's channel

Is Justin Bieber a gay?

Old people are funny. LOL I admired the part in 1:00 LOL so wtf lor. Laughin' my arse off man.

Chinese New Year - In this video, he's quite soi lor. Hahahaha.
Can anyone tell me whats the song? Hahahaha.

Asian and White people - I've watched this video in somewhere before.

2010-08-14T17:59:00.000-07:00

Facebook is NOT a menace, I agree! =D
There was an English debate. It was quite interesting though, the way they speak, the way they react, the way they argued, one word - amazing! I enjoyed watching during the debate.

The plan had been changed, we went to Dickson's house to celebrate it. The cupcake was effing hard like stones but the taste was good, it would be nicer if it's soft. I planned to go home at 12 midnight, but Baby's mom scolded him lalalala ~ so we all (Kenneth, Jia Wen & Baby) went home around 8. I think. Hmph.

It's our 100th day
♥
Baby told me that, I din even know. Hehe. =x

2010-08-11T17:46:00.000-07:00

Holidays! Weeeee! Not sure whether this evening there's English class. Hopefully there is cause I've missed 2classes, if this time there ain't classes, it would be 3classes total up. Wasted. I'm effing bored to the max k. Mom went to Miri, wish to follow though. Too bad, hadn't got my passport yet.

Something just flashed up in my mind, immensely awkward. I was wondering whose gonna be my step father in the future? Omg. Angmohs aka orang putih keep appear in my mind. Hahahaha! He drove us to school, etc. Thats so 'not' gonna happen. But before it is possible. Now? I dont think so. Cause I realised they're playing my mom's heart. A married angmoh, who had kids loved my mom. I'm like wtf.

I don't feels like going to school on Saturday. But whats the point staying at home? Nothing to do too. I bet there's not much people attending on that day. Trying to escape Library lesson LOL. I'm so not going to bring that storybook again yo. Mr. Matthew asked us to read it out loud in the class. Embarrasing k. Thanks to Kenneth, he took the book out from his bag. Don't blame me eventhough the book belongs to me! After school dismiss, might go to town, wash my hair in saloon(if there's time), change clothes, buy stuffs & order food with Baby, Jia Wen, Kenneth. Then will be going to Angel's house, celebrating her advance b'day! Hope to have loads of fun on that day. Gotta be staying out till late night :x

Spelling compettition had came to the finals. Farah had won in the final. It's time for them to compete with the other classes. Can't wait to watch who is going to be the spelling champion xD
Oh & yesterday webcamed with Vivian. She hasn't change yet, still the same. My lame girl :D

Forever your my boy,
Forever be my world,
You are the only one.

2010-08-10T06:21:00.000-07:00

Oh-no! No moon for today. Sad.

Baby found these lame pics. Very cb de lo the first one xD

HAHA stupid sia. zxc.

I felt nausea after seeing this pic, fear of nuggets le. HAHA. Phobianuggets! :P

Rawr!

Omg

Omg

My fave pic! =D

2010-08-09T04:49:00.000-07:00

~~Just a random update to cover up the previous posts XD~~

2010-08-07T22:52:00.000-07:00

SEE MUI DARED ME.

Here's the prove -_-

Tsk tsk, korek hidung somemore wawawa ~

Dinner @OGDC.

What were they up to?

Playing cards XD

Lame game muahahaha! Fed up!

My baby is so cute right XD

I've just bought it today! Love it! Hahaha! Still left afew $ in my audi D:

2010-08-05T05:46:00.000-07:00

This was taken during English tuition :D
We've learnt punctuations just then.

It was a hectic week that I never realised it's Thursday today. This is going way too fast. I love it xD

I used to get anxious whenever I'm talking to a 'newbie' or an 'un-close peeps;strangers'. Today's class was quite fun, the boys get to speak and make fun during the lesson.

Was betraying Domo nowadays. Sadlife for him D:

Tomorrow's extra class gonna be bored to death. Geog + POA = (N). Two hours of lesson. Home. Tuition. OH EM GEE.

Saturday's gonna be a funn day! Lalalalala ~

2010-08-04T23:57:00.000-07:00

Like it? Click here to go Shop Spot! Just trying to adv. -_- am lazy to add ppl yo! These are pre-orders item, closing date to place your order is on 7/8/10 saturday. Prolly the stocks will arrived in after 2-3weeks approximately from Saturday. Prices noted there had been included shipping & taxes.

2010-08-02T04:39:00.000-07:00

I was damn bored, so yeah. Editted a picture of us, uploaded in FB. So random.

Currently drinking chrysanthemum tea, just finshed eating my pear. Baby copycat me eating pear & drink Lemon Tea!

02.08.10, happy 3rd monthsary to us! ♥ ♥ :3

*Set an alarm at 00:00, I fell asleep at around 10+ or 11+, when the clock strikes 00:00, the alarm rang, I'm awake. It hurts my ears though I still fell back asleep at that time. I saw Jun di's msg, I didn't bother to reply. It's exp k! Sorry. Wait till I've got my Sg's line ba. Furthermore, I didn't even send that greetings msg to Baby! Holy cow. Around 1, Baby greets me. Oh-no! Fell back asleep again. I just don't know why I can't reply midnight's msg nowadays. Lol. Friggin awkward.* So I sent it during the dawn. Whew.

I'm still sick! Sore throat, coughs, flu never ends. I really hate this feeling. Silly, who doesn't? That retarded Kenneth din came to school, fever somemore. Tsk tsk. Bored. No one to share stories/ gossip with :D

Joined Kim, Dickson, Peter after school. Went to town, since Dickson wants to take a look for a new phone. So we accompanied him, I finally changed my phone's screen protector. Sibeh happy mode. The seller kept sticking the protector sheet onto my phone. Unfortunately, he kept doing it unsuccesfully. He did it when he's using the 3rd piece. I wonder if he had to pay those two? Since he damaged it already. Sad.

We had spelling competition during our English lesson. I giggled at the last word, it was extremely easy. "Dolphin". I've got 9/10 though. Damn that word ; Aggressive. I spelled it as 'Aggresive'. Missed out a letter S! I regretted for not joining. I thought it would be hard! Who knows ~

Oh, almost forgot to share this with everyone. It's hard to understand when you read it by yourself. Now try reading it. Enjoy.

The spell checker

Eye half a spelling chequer

It came with my pea sea

It plainly marcs four my revue

Miss steaks that eye kin knot sea

Eye strikes a key and type a word

And weight four it to say

Weather eye is wrong oar write

It shows me strait a weigh

As soon as a mist ache is maid

It nose bee fore too long

And I can put the air or rite

Its rare lea Eva wrong

Eye half rung this poem threw it

I'm shore your pleased to no

Its letter purr fact owl the weigh

My chequer told me sew

I have a spelling checker

It came with my PC

It plainly marks for my review

Mistakes that I cannot see

I strikes a key and type a word

And wait for it to say

Whether I is right or wrong

It shows me straight away

As soon as a mistake is made

It knows before too long

And I can put there all right

Its rarely ever wrong

I have ran this poem through it

I'm sure you're pleased to know

Its rather perfect all the way

My checker told me so

Amazing no? Hahaha, I laughed when my tutor read it for us. Anyway, I've done my English project! Too simple. I bind it already, what to do? Atleast I did :/

I'm gonna make this post in 600 words! Gonna prove it to Baby >: /

Does this count as 600 words already? Cause it's nearly 9pm now. Had not packed my school bag yet. I'm sure my domokun is bored to death at home without me (A).

I've learnt how to save money after reading the note that Jess had tagged me from FB. Yup, I've decided to do the same. Deposit money whenever I'm happy. I did it today, just $2.00 lawl.

Here's the story.

Life's about correcting mistakes

Jocelyn married William this day. At the end of the wedding party, Jocelyn's mother gave her a newly opened bank saving passbook. With $1000 deposit amount. Mother: 'Jocelyn, take this passbook. Keep it as a record of your marriage life. When there's something happy and memorable happened in your new life, put some money in. Write down what it's about next to the line. The more memorable the event is, the more money you can put in. I've done the first one for you today. Do the others with William. When you look back after years, you can know how much happiness you've had.' Jocelyn shared this with William when getting home. They both thought it was a great idea and were anxious to know when the second deposit can be made. This was what they did after certain time: - 7 Feb: $100, first birthday celebration for William after marriage- 1 Mar: $300, salary raise for Jocelyn- 20 Mar: $200, vacation trip to Bali- 15 Apr: $2000, Jocelyn got pregnant- 1 Jun: $1000, William got promoted .... And so on... However, after years, they started fighting and arguing for trivial things. They didn't talk much. They regretted that they had married the most nasty people in the world.... No more love...Kind of typical nowadays, huh?One day Jocelyn talked to her Mother: 'Mom, we can't stand it anymore. We agree to divorce. I can't imagine how I decided to marry this guy!!!' Mother: 'Sure, girl, that's no big deal. Just do whatever you want if you really can't stand it. But before that, do one thing first. Remember the saving passbook I gave you on your wedding day? Take out all money and spend it first. You shouldn't keep any record of such a poor marriage.'Jocelyn thought it was true. So she went to the bank, waiting at the queue and planning to cancel the account. While she was waiting, she took a look at the passbook record. She looked, and looked, and looked. Then the memory of all the previous joy and happiness just came up her mind. Her eyes were then filled with tears. She left and went home. When she was home, she handed the passbook to William, asked him to spend the money before getting divorce. The next day, William gave the passbook back to Jocelyn. She found a new deposit of $5000. And a line next to the record: 'This is the day I notice how much I've loved you thru out all these years. How much happiness you've brought me.' They hugged and cried, putting the passbook back to the safe. Do you know how much money they had saved when they retired? I did not ask. I believe the money did not matter any more after they had gone thru all the good years in their life. "When you fall, don't see the place where you fell, instead see the place from where you slipped. Life is about correcting mistakes."

2010-07-31T22:26:00.000-07:00

I'm going to use this picture as my English project front page. I bet teacher will get shocked about it. Well, thanks to my Domokun, it covers 90% of me. Distress had been erased. My mom cropped it to resize, cause I don't want it to be A4 sized. So it looks like the picture is only Domokun in it. My printer doesn't have colour ink though so I just edit it in black & white. Currently having sore throat, drinking chocoshake, blogging & decorating the paper work.

Yesterday, went to swimming with Baby, Matt gor, Jia Wen laogong & Kenneth Goh. I planned to go after lunch, but it had been postponed later owing to someone's clumsy-ness. Jia Wen left her keys and cellphone in her house & stood outside for quite a long time, I guess.

Baby brought Jia Wen to her sister's office, took the keys then off to exchange currencies place, near bus stop. After that, back to her house to take her cellphone. *wawawa*. Baby can't stand it anymore. Reached Mumong Kompleks around 3. We waited till the sunset, or we will get sunburn!

It's just a normal outings day though. Better than nothing. Orals are coming, oh-no! I'm not prepared yet :S

!@#$%^&* whatever.

2010-07-30T10:54:00.000-07:00

Domokun! ♥ I love!
Baby bought it for me at my friend's shop :D
It costs 28.90, we asked for discounts, less 0.90 only. Well, better than nothing. XD
I so wanna hug it tightly and said, "It's so fluffy that I'm gonna die!" HAHA! Copyright from the Despicable me! Anyway, thanks alot! ♥ although I didn't tell you back then muahaha! Atleast I said it thrice in text & pc.

Hmmm, I had frequent headaches nowadays. No use of swallowing a thousand tablets of panadols. No cure somemore. Went kelly house right after Geog lesson with Kenneth, etc etc. Took loads of pics, going to upload it to FB soon. & finally talked to them during tuition? Lol, awkward k.

Dinner @Ideal. Nothing much. Went home. Not going to attend school tomorrow, kinda not feeling quite well.

2010-07-29T09:17:00.000-07:00

3rd tym write diz blog...stil cnt get use to it de lo,haha...baby want me write 600 words oh,0.0 i was lyk "wth" 600 words?!dats gonna kill me t0h,even my karangan wont nvr gonna wrote dao 600 words de lo..300+ words already giv face liao de,composition no nid to say de lo..hantam cn makeover it de,600 sap sap water^^ hahaha,juz the result come bck de shi hou jiu oh lin la..haha,gonna end of july liao le...i started to wori abt my june o lvl result lo,my fren said it already come out liao de lo...bt i dun whr shud i go check it,n duno the result is gud or nt lo..haiz,hope my result wil get well lo..haha,atleast cn get bck my face bck..coz my malay in o lvl is "U" aka totally fail...haha,n at sch de life start to okok liao lo..although there juz gt 2 subject lo,dats phy n a-math lo..phy,stil ok la...cn handle dao la,a-math which is i nvr study b4 de lo..at secondary sch de shi hou..bt as i hardworking de study n revise after sch jiu hai ok la,haha..sum of the function stil cn understand lo,sum of it totally nt understand...hahaha,i gt feeling dat i gonna miss my tcher lo...coz he soon gonna go overseas 4 continue his study,he pro oso lo..20 years old cn bcme tcher liao..personally,im vry xin shang him de lo..kinda handsome,cool oso lagi..teaching in class de shi hou,sumtym wil make me feel asleep de lo..coz sumtym to boring liao lo,wawawawa..n without my earpiece make me mre wanna slp at clz ah>< i duno hw v gonna do lo,after he ciao liao..gt a new tcher come,return to nt get use de feeling agen whn whn face the new tcher..living in hostel de life vry interesting gua?hahaha,the connection suck daooooooo wanna die ah..the ppl hre all topless de lo..coz too hot le hre de weather,haha..oh ya!gt 1 mre subject which is phy+a-math de lo...name is engineering sci^^sibehhhhhhh hard ah>< n the tcher mcm vry SS de,hahaha..so the result vry teruk de lo,nasib juz hav his clz once in a week ah..haha,v all no do his de homework de lo..^^ ahah,at hre..i listen all kind of song liao lo,nt lyk in brunei..juz listen chinese song onli,"ring ding dong","so big","airplanes" n soo on lo,haha..if hre de connection reali gud ah...sre i wil webcam wit my baby everynite de lo,hoho..at hre,I knew a lot of new fren lo..sum of them ok de,sum of them mcm pai kia lo..haha,me sre is follow the gud side de lo…wawawa,gud side de mcm gt gary(owez kacau me de),loong ping(2day his bday)Kevin ah,chris,ruo han,jin,nick n ah yap lo….all is live in same hse de,the other hse de jiu no information la…mcm lcly de,hahaha…im stil nt reali knw them well lo..bt the feeling 4 me,they r u gud de lo..haha,juz come bck frm yam cha de …promise to baby to finish diz blog b4 slp de…b4 go yam cha,had a tiny argument lo…wrote abt 600 words baru slp,dui baby de promise muz did…coz baby said,”if u love me den u muz did”,as guai de bf de wo…sre muz do de lo~haha..til midnite oso cn de lo..wei le baby,msg to baby le..bt she din rply me bck=( haiz,I think she is tired n felt asleep le…baby,wo ai ni<3 dun angry le oh k?i cnt cntrl myself juz nw=( live in hre de life,although vry hard..save current save daooooooooooooo…even my fren say me karit dao chu zi lo,gary say de…hahaha,stil gt 2 years to go lo,have to xin ku to my parent or fren keep fetch us go bck to brunei n send us bck to miri in everyweek ,bt I muz treasure diz chance to get a gud certificate to get a great job 4 my future..in the end,as usual..b4 go to slp,wo ai ni baby!<3 mwahx!

2010-07-28T23:52:00.000-07:00

Sometimes, life could be miserable, confused, not knowing what to do.

I cried after wondering these 'what ifs' :

- What IF i'm already graduated fifth form?
- What IF i'm going sg?
- What IF I've lost my feelings towards him?
- What IF we lost contacts?
- What IF he lied to me?
- What IF she's still the same?
- What IF she knows?

Sigh.

Just then, a China girl (well she sounds like one), talked to me trough the phone. I thought it was him, so I picked up. She started talking to me with her so-called 'slang chinese'. I was shocked, I didn't know how to answer. I listen to her, she keeps on talking and talking, & what I've only understand was, she asked me about something and wont waste my time, I told her "uhh sorry I'm not an adult" she then asked again "so how old are you?" I said "uhh 17??" "okay, so you're still a student now aren't you?" "yeah.. =x" "okay I'm just asking if you want to join XX something and ask if my parents are free to join, etc" I honestly told her that I don't fcuking understand your hard hard chinese k? HAHAHA! She asked me "where are you from? whats ur name?" I said my name and Brunei? She replied "oh nowonder you dont understand. ok my name is chen......" I forgot :D not interested! Everything she asked me, eventhough I don't understand, I answered, NO .. CANNOT.. NO.. :D then when it's finally the end, she said "baibai.. baibai.. baibai." "im like huh? whats baibai? ohhh byebye.." LOL -_-

2010-07-27T22:42:00.001-07:00

Nowadays, most of the bloggers privated their blog. Which means I've got not much blogs to read anymore, sadlife for me! Buuu! Anyway, Imma tell you this. I've finally forgiving that guy yo. Believe it or not? Miracle no? Well, he came to talk to me during recess. He asked me that why am I ignoring him. So I answered, you ignored me at the first place so I did the same to you. & since when did I post something bad about you in facebook? Rumours! -_-" am not going to say much here. Tired of all these. Everythings settled now, past it past. Kthxbai ~

- off to bath :D

2010-07-27T06:57:00.001-07:00

"Y - says:
*wo kiss ni if gt blog to read"

diz wat my baby txt me in msn de,hahaha...gt prove liao ah,hope all the ppl hre cn help me make evidence ah...hoho,diz tym sre gt kiss frm u liao baby..haha,dun lyk laz tym cnt escape frm me..hoho,nth to say la....speechless>< my baby wan me say many many words lagi..haha,n write blog everynite..haiz,1 day past lagi le...1 mre day near to baby go sg le,although in reality is still far frm nw la..bt i wil reali bu se de ni de lo baby =( whn the day coming...i love u<3 mwahx!

2010-07-27T02:42:00.000-07:00

I felt relieved after all, specially thanks to "someone" for helping :D
It's over. Now it's time to wait for his response the following day. Replying to my previous post, HEHE ni hui paiseh de meh? ^^v

During lunch time, Cmui dropped us(Kenneth, me & Brian)@NamWah restaurant. Too bad, it's full. I crave for their fried mee! Damn it. So we went to the Optic care, the spectacle shop first. Kenneth wanted to check for his eyes degree but they aren't allowed unless he had to buy something from the shop. I was like W-T-H, nevermind. I decided to go SuiHeng. Ordered fried mee & soyabean. Brian copy me! He ordered the same as mine. Hahaha. I treat them anyway. D: hmm, later on Brian lead us to the other specs shop. While we crossed Moi Nam somewhere, we saw Erwin -_- he called me "sapoh" great! Whatever. It's at the Plaza's 2nd floor, Kenneth bought his Hazel Brown lens. Though they taxed him for the check up on his eye degree but it was cheaper buying lens there. Then, we went to Guardian. They were like TJL when they bought the solution.

- waiting for my chocoshakelovee.

Hi^^

2010-07-26T06:39:00.000-07:00

Well..hi to all ppl hre,1st of all..im Wilson Ong,aka Janice's bf<3 hoho..she ask me to post sth in diz blog de,sori 4 my broken english..hope every1 cn forgive me la,haha..diz is my 1st write diz kind of blog,nvr experience b4 0.0 so gt little malu la k?haha^^'''felt bu zhi zai oso..understand wats the meaning?^^hw many day u nt beside me....hw deep dat i miss u lo=( although sometym,u make me bu shuang or nt vry happy de shi hou..i wil dun care those de,i juz 4get inside my heart...u oso din meant to did those de hor baby?=)i vry cherish those moment v had been togather,coz i felt i mcm dun hav much tym to pei ni..owez come bck frm miri,jiu late le...u wanna go out dou susah,n u wanna go sg 4 study oso le...tym reali running out liao!!>< susah 4 us to meet n gathering..in the end,3 words 4 u baby...I LOVE YOU!!mwahx!<3333

2010-07-24T16:43:00.000-07:00

Muahahahaa! It was a late decision though, I didn't knew that Baby came to my school. He wanted to give me a surprise but I went to CCMS, got into the car, when I checked my phone, he asked me to wait at the school entrance & look for him. It was too late, so I asked him to go WYWY restaurant and wait for me. He drove there together with Matt gor. After lunch, they had already planned to go Bandar to celebrate Jimmy's birthday. I never planned of that though. So I went home, my bro was not in yet. I thought he could have went out with mom. kelly asked me if I wanted to join them(JiaWen, Niu Qin, Alvin) to go Empire cinema watch some movies too, I wish to. Unfortunately, I just came back and Baby nearly reached Lumut, he had to U-turn back LOL! *Omg - Usher.* AHAH. Went to shower etc. Just the right time he came to fetch me, then off to Baby's house, Matt gor wanted to change his clothes from lion dance clothes into a casual one. Surfing the internet awhile, off to pick Kenneth. Wow, perfume strikes into my nose while he entered the car. ~.~ after that, Baby went to fetch his elder bro, Steven gor at the Vocassional school (not sure of the spelling). Waited for awhile, I wanted to go to the washroom, the guys there was like trying to disturb -_- wth ~ went to find Jimmy @Happy Star. They greet him, then went to the mall, waiting for JiaWen & Kelly's news. Bought two tees with the wordings "Rich and Bitch" and the another one was "Rich man is better than a Smart man." After quite a long time, there was no response from them. Not even a msg was received. Hell. When we got a call from them, we were like *what?!* cause they said, they've just finished watching and back then it was an emergency to rush in, so they had to set their phone as silent. It was a lame excuse k. It never says that they could not send even a msg telling us that they're watching. Atleast we don't have to wait like an idiot. We were frustrating at that time. Wasting our time somemore. Then we went to find Jimmy again. Kenneth was quite stressful, he asked Baby to punch him on the face @@ okayy. Scary. Jimmy treat us at SR restaurant, damn full. I wanted to watch Despicable me. So Baby brought us to the Empire, I've seen the upcoming movies on the tv screen. There's only adult movies and doesn't suites me. So end up not watching either one. Went back home, before that Baby went home & exchanged car. Hahaha, as he knows my mum doesn't like "noisy" cars -_-

- Curse me to death & I'll curse you to hell. I'm referring to you, sissy arse.

2010-07-23T04:15:00.000-07:00

O_X group

Left out Baby only =C

I was planning not to go out, but then Kenneth kept asked me not to think anymore, just go out. So, I went & dinner was cancelled. Great. Well, after this O_X group photo was taken, Kelly used the lift & went down one floor while we used the stairs and rushed down. A girl from the lift came out grabbing her mom's hand and said, "Let's go, don't want to see dao ta, zhu lai de." We're like *do we even know you?" I bet she's insane. Rudny & Niu Qin knew her. They said, she had some mental problem?

Kelly tagged wrong photos to me. That was actually Ivy & Rudny LOL. Hmm, while we're @Wywy, Jia Wen, Kelly & I kept competing who're the fastest for posting a status. People keep coming, so we keep post. LOL. We left out Niu Qin anyway. There was a sudden scream. Outrageous! I thought something just happened, I started to think, it might be like a cockroach on their food, big spiders, or some other things. At last, they're just meeting a long-lost-friend. I'm like W-T-F? The supervisor asked us to lower our volume, but how about the muslims? They could scream? We can't talk issit? *spits on your face*

2010-07-20T02:41:00.000-07:00

We had another talk or speech during the second period, it's all about career pathway, future planning, business, character which suites your job opportunities, pre-uni, degrees, diplomas and subjects which you may have to target before choosing any course. They also convey us to try this Sunway Universiti Colledge. I don't think I have confidence for going there but it's a nice place though. A bunch of browsers were given to us. We tried to snatch all of each different ones at a same time. After the break, we head to the multi-purpose hall for an Australian English competition. It was effing hard! I could only understand atleast 5 out of 60 in the question paper. Outrageous. Let me tell you something, too much of tolerance will cause bigger trouble. You crossed my limit, I will not let you go this time. I'm sorry, but I have to revenge no matter what. Though if my first plan would not work, unfortunately, you will wait for my second plan. Soon enough. If I'd tolerate once more, I'm an idiot :)

2010-07-17T17:16:00.000-07:00

I hate it to be in this way. Still ignoring. I'm wondering, how can you forget when I'm just right here beside you? What's the purpose of me going out with you, when you don't even accompany me. Furthermore, it's my last day. Just controlling myself, avoid from hanging out frequently since O' levels are near around the corner. My mocks are important too, to be applied for registration schools in Sg.

I had ~~fun~~ with them yesterday. Really. =')
I met my long-lost-friend @the padang. Chit chat awhile, can't stand under the hot sun. Yet they don't wanna go. Therefore, we(JiaWen&I) walked to find 8878's car. Waited beside the car for them(Mike Kii, Ming, Matt, Kenneth & Steve).

Dropped Jia Wen to her house to pack up her clothes, then off to Wing Soon. Just realised it's my ex bf's restaurant -_- am so full. Not ordering anything. Next, we went to Mumong Komplex to see whether the swimming pool is open. It was 12pm at that time. They said they'll open at 2pm. So, we went to the Panaga Club. The rules had been changed. I was like w-t-f. The last time I went, there was no such rules that members below the age of 21 could not sponsor anyone. He asked my mom to come and sign. So I called her & she said *mafan*. Lol. It was so bored. =C

Went to Soon Lee, then to pasar malam @tudong salji. Saw SeeMui there xD
She hit my tummy when I'm enough exhausted already and fully filled with KoloMeeFishBall.

They're mean! *agreed to Jia Wen's sayings. They left us behind whenever we walked, they never came to find us whenever we're lost, happily walked away without telling us where were they going. Jia Wen & I, went to watch & feel snakes! O-M-G! Hahaha! The entrance fee was $2, Jia Wen took Kenneth's wallet, she told him, "I give Janice $1 ah". So, Kenneth thought she lied and he ignored till he checked his wallet in the car and realised. Hahahahaha :p

Took alot pictures there. Will upload it to FB.

Hungry. Byee.

2010-07-16T07:33:00.000-07:00

Baby never listen to me! Fed up! xC

I can't sleep, it's 22:24 now. ~~Only.~~ Boredom strikes when everyone's sleeping and you're the only one who're still awake. Scary too. Meanwhile, I found some anonymous blog randomly. I wanted to share here and it's quite interesting which suites especially for me. Loads of vocabs to be found in there, full page of stories.

- 'Stranger in his own space' was given as its title.

Chris had just been about to peel off his shirt and check for cracked ribs - Dan had definitely broken skin today, and there was another unsalvageable shirt down the drain - when there was another knock at the door. Chris growled and heaved himself off his bed. If it was Eric’s lab partner, back for yet another notebook, Chris was going to throttle the kid.

The first paragraph. It's continuous in each and every post of hers/his. I guess it's a group of friends creating this blog.

Click here to view.

2010-07-14T18:32:00.000-07:00

I got a feeling that I miss my ex-classmates. Really. I wish we could be like before, walking together during break time to the toilet, gossip about the movie stars although I didn't really catch the balls, but I really miss those moments we spent together. I don't care what people are thinking about us, saying rumours about us that we are too close like lesbians. But who cares? Say whatever you want as long as I'm happy being with them. Unlike my classmates now, sigh. They're really different from what we're thinking comparing with my ex-classmates. Childish. Selfish. I'm glad that I knew all of them. How I wish that I never repeated in sec3. Everything happens for a reason. Knowing that we are going to separate someday, therefore, I'd chosen to avoid them before sheding another drop of tears. Although, I should have appreciate and cherish the moments to spend more time with them, but it's already over. They're now far apart. God had planned everything for me. He have the reasons.

~~Trusting you day by day.~~

2010-07-13T22:40:00.000-07:00

That's me and Kelly @Rudny house.

Woooo! I'm saved, didn't bring my phone to school. Can't contact a single person. Luckily my bro saw me at his school. Otherwise, I'll be waiting & waiting until sunset! Likewise, I might have to attend POA classes in the afternoon. I bet there's not much people going to attend. Seems like every weekends, we are having public holidays. The first week was the final sport heats, the following week was owing to the Israk Mikraj. Then, this coming weekend starting from Thursday is a holiday too cause OUR daddy's birthday and he is coming to KB @Padang!(forgot the padang name) Yes! How about the next week? Hahahaha!

I miss Baby ♥

2010-07-13T02:28:00.000-07:00

Joan, Kelly, me, Jia Wen @Rudny house. Baby spotted on the balcony! XD

Had spotchecks this morning, I was so afraid that they would penalized my babypinkscissor! :C LOL! The teachers asked me to cut my nails & tie my hair! Hahahaha! Uhh what happen next? Forgotten. Thinking. Oh! During lunch time, Brian treats us Jolibee! Thanks man! Saved my $ again. Hoho! The "Jolibeeman" or the waiter, asked Brian to do the feedbacks. Wow, good English eh? He wrote on the suggestion section, "discount for people so that many-many will buy the food, big chic bucket". Lol wtf is this? He can get a credit for his English and I cant. Hmph! Then went to the arena's pool with See Mui while Kenneth & Brian go search for the soft toy in Nice Top. Cmui drove us back to school, before that she needs to collect money, so her bro went down from the car when it's still moving. His foot stucked below the tyre. We were laughing like hell. He asked Cmui to reverse, but she moved forward. LOL! Okay. =X that hurts. Hahahahahaha!

2010-07-12T05:29:00.000-07:00

"Mommy! I saw a double rainbow just now!" I told her. "Did you make a wish then?" She asked.

Sigh* no matter what I wished for, nothing will come true. I don't believe in such things. If it happens, everyone's life would be easy.

Is that wrong if I'm lonely? You're the one who doesn't like me being friends with those peeps, now what? Lonely is wrong too? Is that wrong to be bestfriend with a guy? I don't know what you're thinking, mom. They're not like what you think. You asked me what happened between my old group of friends and I, but it's really hard to explain in my situation now. Yet, you're not open minded enough. That's the reason why I don't share things with you. You love money issit? Go marry a rich arse guy then. FML. Everything blame daddy lah.

2010-07-10T19:20:00.001-07:00

The party was cool! ALthough, alot of bad things happened the last night. I miss playing those 3 in 1 bouncers, but I'm feared of playing those long slides bouncers! I screamed like hell. It's so so so scary k. Plus they keep climbing up, the bouncer was slanting apart. Lol! I regret drinking cause I missed all the fun. *I stress baru drink de ah, eiseh* HAHA. 'Carlsberg mix with R------' I forgot the name. Lol. Felt sick after afew hours later. The taste was 'pui' *effing bitter*. Hahahaha! The first time I drank was Vodka with sprite & Tiger. Not that serious, but this time, I felt like vomitting. Hate those feelings yo ~ I promise not to drink anymore. Phobia. Hahahaha. Shhhh! We were standing outside, leaning on someone's car. Suddenly, my tummy feels bad! Something stucks on my throat *going to vomit* but it's not coming out! T-T my vision went blurred. Baby brought me into Rudny's house & rest. Aunt gave me mentos & warm water. While I felt a lil better, I followed Baby upstairs and see what happened to Jia Wen. Lol! She was worst, cause she drank more than I did. I saw her lying on the bed, everyone was surrounding her *OH-MY~*. Then I'm starting to feel dizzy again, I sat on the stairs, doesn't feels like moving. Baby hold me down the stairs, back to the seat and drink somemore warm water T-T seee! I missed all the fun! There was a fight going on upstairs. Too bad, I missed it. x.x *skip skip* reached home, did not take my shower. Just wash my face *full of cream yo!* yuck! Then off to bed. I bet there's more than 40 people in the party. 0.0

2010-07-08T20:22:00.000-07:00

(A) I'm being too obedient today, didn't go out wahahaha! Got to revise back my English later, on what I've learnt in CFBT tuition class the previous night. It cost $30 per night class, I was like w-t-f, damn expensive but it's worth. I've been there twice already. One word - awesome! I effing loveeee that angmoh teacher :P as you know, I'm an angmoh freak! Hahaha! Anyway, just came back from extra class. Our teacher told us that, yesterday most of the parents told teacher about their child, "they're old enough to think, they know what's right and what's wrong." I really wish my mom would say or think in that way y'know? :C

- I hope tomorrow will be having loads of fun with them, celebrating Rudny Kii's advance sweet 18th birthday! My mom had to pick them (Jia Wen, Joan & Kelly); including me, all the way to Sg. Liang then go back to KB, around midnight she'll come back Sg. Liang and fetch us home again. Tsk tsk. That's her problem because I wanted to use bus go but she don't want. Got people fetch us home, she also don't want. She's too free. Tsk tsk. Yeah, I know Brunei's bus got alot of so-called the 'lakos', but if you don't let me try, then how am I going to live in Singapore? Use cabs all the time? They're human too alright, it's not like I'm going alone or what. Eventhough you said Singapore has not much lakos, but there are more people, more crowded, anything can happen there than here. I'm not being racist. It's just the facts that I'm telling.

2010-07-07T17:47:00.000-07:00

- @angel: I hope you're not my classmate, 'Angel'. If you're not, then this note is for you. My life, my decision. No matter how you advised me, I won't change. Thanks for that, but it's no use. Yes, I do understand every mothers' love their child. I ever thought of that before I even blogged it out. Sorry, if you don't know my personal problems, I would have to say please, fcuk off. You wouldn't know how stress I will be having a mom like her. Atleast I've tried my best to not just fight for that lil things with her. I've done alot of things and I regret it now. But I never complain. Cause it's my decision & I learn from my mistakes by myself. Only my close friends will understand how I feel. So yeah. They got shocked when they know the true colours of my mother. Let's say I'll pass away tomorrow *touch wood*, so I don't get to reach at the age of 21. Life is not forever and it's once in a lifetime. So, you may have to think about it too :)

@my mom. What's wrong with knowing more friends outside than classmates? Is that wrong too?Sigh, my mom wore fashion clothes, but her mind is still old fashioned than my grandma. Not an open-minded type of woman. Sadlife. Stresslife. I prefer a mother, who scolds me everyday, 'rotan' me everytime, rather than a mom who doesn't allow me to have a random friends outside, doesn't allow me to make friends with poor guys. Sigh.

@my friends/classmates. Is there a problem when a girl and a guy goes out for lunch? Why can't girl and boy be bestfriends? Please lah, be open-minded abit -.- eating together doesn't mean that we're dating.

- Woooh! Got back my report book today :D
She praised, "improvement shown BUT ......" lol, as my mom had predicted. Hahaha. I can see teachers' smile on her face. Rare to see yo ~
*teacher came into the hall, I faced away from the teacher.
Mom asked, "You scared ah?"
I answered, "scared arse meh?"
It's true what. Hahah.

2010-07-02T17:29:00.000-07:00

I thought she would change for all this years, watching me growing up day by day. 17years that is. But I was wrong. Sigh. Whats life for? Staying at home enjoying the stale air issit? Whats wrong with teens going out till late night? Aren't its normal? Or just because you're not use to it? It's not that I didn go back home for days. Well, sometimes I really feels like I wanna talk to you personally. Too bad, I don't have the courage to do so. Yeah, am a coward. Whatever. Because I don't want to hurt you. That's a reason why. Unless you have cross my limit. Oh she says, "seems like every weekends you're going out late. lihai oh? like adults just finish study and go out till late night"

Did you ever think about my future? After form 5, where are you setting me for further studies? Do I have time to shop anymore? Or hang out with them? No.

- out to arena.

2010-06-26T06:33:00.000-07:00

This was taken by Dickson, at tuition ~ another person trying my phone camera XD

- Time to treasure our precious moments.

.. My life just sucks to the c**k. Am still under parental control? FML. Why can't I learn to be independence from now on? How am I going to live in SG, if I still continue to be like this? Being pampered all times. Oh please, I don't like it when you treat me like a ten year old child. I know you care but it's too much. :/

Going out with just a guy, people will misunderstood. In this part, I will understand. But going out with afew guys, there's wrong too? Sigh. That's what you said at first, you only allowed if I go out with groups, not pairs. Now what? Afraid people would thought am a "rustle" I don't know what the heck you're trying to say. Although, I remember it pronounce that way. Somehow.

Till when will you set me free? Till I'm 20+, 30+ issit? I don't wanna be like her. Hopefully. You asked me to avoid people whom had steads. So do you mean, I can't be friends with all of the people in this world? Except those nerdies? I can understand you're trying to protect me from those guys. It's not all the guys are the same as daddy ..

I hope that I could meet you again next week, Baby. :C

2010-06-24T05:26:00.000-07:00

What a day. I know, you are trying your best to be the one. *am not going to mention what or who am I talking about. Yeah, you may thought that I am just too lazy to join those sport events but I'm not sporty kind of girl like you thought, plus I've got some personal problems, so yeah. Trust me or not, I don't fucking care. Teacher asked a letter from my mother. Alright then. It will be proven to you and teacher that I did not FUCKING lie. Get it? Force me? Try me.

I've learnt alot of things during English lesson. After so many years, I just knew that we are not supposed to show the sign of this hand \m/ which means the devil. I was so surprised to know that, stunned and paying most attention at that moment. Teacher did tell us alot of stories about this \m/ hahaha. An indian was asked to use three "because" word in a sentence.

- Don't start a word with Because, because, Because is a conjuction.

LOL. It make sense :D

2010-06-23T04:49:00.000-07:00

Yes, am back to school yo ~ HAHA taken by CMUI, she was testing my phone camera @@

I should have cherish the moments together. In a sudden, you're gone, missing in action. Having further studies. Far away from me :C I MISS YOUUUU ♥♥♥♥ faster come backkkkk =DDDDDDDDDDDDD

2010-06-12T22:09:00.000-07:00

Yes! Yes! Finally got my phoneeee yo! :3

2010-06-03T05:00:00.001-07:00

Me & baby’s nephew.

He changed me, I used to hate kids y’know? He’s different, totally different from other kids. Seriously. Though, he’s quite naughty, but cute somehow. I love him. He asked me loads of silly questions (eg. you got baby?), cares me alot while I’m injured, pinched my face when I tickle him, loves to sit close to me, pulls my hand (quite strong o.o), talks rudely (but I like it LOL it’s cute), winds down the window for me & asked me whether I’m hot. I was shocked when he asked his dad aka Baby’s brother whether he knew me, he said “Liang moi oh daddie, hen mei oh, ni ren shi mah?” *shy* he kept ask me to go to his house, I kept argue with him. So fun. He fed me french fries, gosh. How sweet? & I've realised kids love me, the phobia had vanised. When I’ve reached his house/baby’s house, he straight away pull my hand, asked me to go to his bedroom @.@ what the.. Kept ask me to sit with him and watch tv (ben10 -.-) Then he tied me with a red ribbon, my finger bleeds, baby asked him to kiss my finger XD

2010-06-01T21:00:00.000-07:00

I've stopped blogging for more than a week. Wow ~ haha. Today is the day! (2.6.2010)
Our first monthsary baby ~ nothing much to post here. Last few days, went out of the house for few days and nights =O
Overnight at friends house, had barbeque, swimming, etc and etc.
Tomorrow only the school holiday starts LOL!
I'm advanced ~ din go to school again today D:
Skipped alot, missed alot. Sigh..
These days I'm addicted to the online games again.
Back to old days, game freak >=D rawr!

Byee ~

2010-05-23T22:32:00.001-07:00

Sigh, after exams there's no holidays for us! We had to go back to school, papers are given back. Some of the papers had not mark finish yet, I'm proud that I've got 3credits! Yay me! Haha! As for the first term, I've got only 1credit. Teacher praised me that I've shown improvements. Damn it, the class clapped their hands LOL. *embarrassing* -.-" hopefully I'm not going into that private candidate :x it sucks. During recess, we gave Qusrin a surprised birthday party in the class! We signed the birthday card, Dickson, See Mui and the others blocked his way from going downstairs or peeking outside then Omega, Abby and few more came upstairs, brought the cakes, etc etc. I got a lollipop, a ferreror rocher chocolate, a sugacane packet, ate the cheesecake & choco icecream cake =D

Cheesecake!
That's See Mui's hand =D hahahaha!

*deleted some pics. cause some people are not open-minded. Might not blog anymore.. Till i'm really fucked up with someone or something. So BYE for now :)

2010-05-23T05:02:00.000-07:00

Fall asleep around 10 or 11PM, I automatically woke up around 2+ chat with baby :D
Surf the internet till 3, back to sleep again. Woke up at 8+ in the morning, received a phone call from my dad, he asked me and my brother to go out with him, I wanted to reject but he said he wanted to buy a present for my bro's birthday. So, I agreed. I don't know why in a sudden, I planned of going to Sungai Liang. Since Johnson and Mang Yin is coming to Sungai Liang to meet baby, so I wanted to join them too. My dad arrived my house after 20 minutes later. We went to shop in KB town area, nothing much. I bought a wig, a pink skull tie with beads and a fake eyelashes *I wanted to try, seeing my friends having it, I'm just tempted* LOL. Around 11, I kept blow my dad to go Sungai Liang, he walked so slow but he told me that he's running out of time, he had to go Miri. Wtf is this? I mean, WTF. Is he trying to give excuses or what? Forget about it, that's my dad's attitude, no comment. When reached Sungai Liang Soon Lee, I asked him some $$ for food. He said, "Let's go eat lah!" WTF. Alright, nevermind. Went to Ayamku and eat, after ordering, *sms-ed baby* he was standing beside my dad, I didn't know about it, when the message was sent, I heard his message tone. LOL. *shocked* ETC ETC.
Went next door's restaurant, baby ate there while waiting for them to come, then we waited till 3, Mang Yin suddenly message, they are not coming. So, his dad brought us to Seria. They (Jian Sin, Asf Fatt, Kiong) are waiting. When reached arcade, I saw Jian Sin but I'm not sure if that was him, didn't wear my lens, can't see a thing. In my thoughts, he looks like Jian Sin, maybe not, maybe he's just a xiao di di, playing hide and seek. LOL. We went down from the car, walked into the arcade. I didn't see the right hand side whether that's Jian Sin or not. Searched everywhere, no one was inside. Went back out again, they were hiding -_- and it's really Jian Sin. LOL.

They sang, talked, and chose the wrong song! Jian Sin pressed the Banana Boat song. WTH, that song bu neng diao de loh. Deh Miseh Deo; they kept repeat it, making fun of the lyrics -.-

They ate in WYWY, Jian Sin ate so slow. Baby's bro, Steven joined us too. Saw Oscar in KB town *YOU STALKED ME*, Sandy & Annie in WYWY today and afew more random peeps, not that close with them. After that, I wanted to go Kelly's house. Asf Fatt fetch me, he nearly drove to the highway to KB's road. LOL. Then turned back, to the tamu area, goes one round and passed through JLN RAJA PUTERI again. He was frust the third time, he passed through Kelly's house again. Hahahaha!

2010-05-22T04:25:00.000-07:00

I was using Tumblr nowadays, not bad though quite interesting. I had signed up for afew months back I guess, my ex classmate introduced that to me but I never use until this week cause it's almost the same as blogger. Not much difference but Tumblr can reblog & do other stuff. Had not experienced much yet, am so lazy. Oh! My second-term exams finally ended today! D-Maths 1 was quite hard whereas Commerce, I did not learn much but used some common sense answers only. Some questions are from last years paper, so yeah. Hopefully I can pass, just a pass and I'm satisfied with it cause I never pass ever since form 4. It was raining heavily this afternoon in Seria, not sure whether there's rain in KB? I forgot to bring my jacket, shivering inside the hall while writting the exam. Then, followed baby's dad car go Seria town. Shivering inside the car too. That's not all, went down from the car, while reached Plaza, my shoes are flooding with rainwater. Great! Changed in WYWY, ate there. Doing nothing there, waiting for the time to past. We went to the arcade, listen to him singing, till 4 went to shop awhile then walked to the beach, went to OGDC for dinner. Ordered the wrong dish, nowonder the chicken taste weird. I felt nausea after eating that. Baby helped me finished it :p

Reached home nearly 7. Good news, I've finally got my yellow identity card -.-

Spot my name, with the red ink underlined. HEHE :D
But I can only get it by December , after I'm 17years -_-

2010-05-21T04:21:00.000-07:00

Celebrating Duck's aka Khang Yeung's belated birthday.

WAFFLE LAOGONG, BUYAO MISUNDERSTAND OHH ~ TA BU SHI NA GE DUCKIE OH HAHA!

After my art2 exam, packed my bag, waiting for Kenneth to finish his Art 1. HAHA, so lame ah his master piece. I wish I could take a picture of it and upload in facebook. Too bad, teachers are watching. Lol. Waited for about 15minutes I guess, but before that I went to change first. When he's done with his exam, went to KNJ2, met KY, Ah Bee, baby & Rudny. Watched them played CS, quite long never play le since I don't really like it. Hahah, bored for me and I still prefer audi :D
Kelly came to KNJ2 then, went to the bus stop, wanted to go KB. Guess what? FYI, don't get surprised. *this was my first time, I use Brunei's bus to go KB. HAHAHAHAHA! :D

From the left to the right : baby, Rudny, Ah Bee, Kenneth, KY (Duck), Kelly.

Yeah, I'm SAMPAH PO again. LOL. Never seen this mah ~

Went to Procter for steambot. Ordered food. Then, the girls (included me) went to the mum's bakery, bought a cake for the Duck secretly.

HEHEHEHEHE, hit your bandange area then you know the "pain" -_-
Baby keep scoop mee hoon (mi fen) for mie nia ~ YOU KNOW I HATE MEE HOON?! AHAHAHAHHAHAHA XD

We sang Happy Birthday to Duck song after steambot-ing. :D

EXPOSED ^^

One of my fave picture of the day, of the week, month, years, life. Hahha!

Shop awhile then back to Seria again, using bus D:

Back to Seria, shop again .. Then went to WYWY, chill there hahaha

After that went home jor, promised my mom to get back home by 4, cause next day got exam ~ have to study, but I went home at 4.30 cause ordered the drink, din drink finish -_- but i'm still here blogging. LOL. Baby spilt the $3.50 drink to Rudny ohh. Hahahaha, play somemore laa :D the left over Vanilla was like 30cents drink, said KY. hahah!

2010-05-15T22:12:00.000-07:00

I woke up in the dawn yet checked my phone. It was 5AM only. I went back to sleep until 8, had porridge and a small bowl of maggy mee for breakfast. Walked into the kitchen, searched for my one and only daily use cup. Unfortunately, I gazed at the sink, I knew that my maid had not washed it, so I walked back into my room, feeling awkward enough seeing him not onlining. I ignored, thinking that he might be sleeping like a pig. Would not want to disturb him, since he had been staying up late the last night. My mom asked my brother whether he wants to cut his hair cause next weekend she's unable to bring us out. I wanted to cut, so this is my new haircut looks.

I cut bangs again, shorten the length at the back and sides. The hairdresser asked me, "You always go swimming right?" I answered, "Yeah". Then she asked "How long do you go for a swim?" I replied, "Once a week." She said "Oh, nowonder your hair is so dry." Now I know why is it -_-

It's already 11AM, he's not awake yet? Felt more and more awkward by then. Probably he was too tired? Ignored once again. After my hair is done, my mom brought me to the gold shop, she trade in her -married ring- I dont know how to call it. She got back $290. Lol so my mom brought me shopping at KB town area. Bought a deco to hang on my room's door. Quite expensive though, I said that I want it, didn't thought that she would really buy it for me. *so touched. Then bought some groceries from the Supa Save. Till then I reached home, Jian Sin seldom chats with me in MSN already since that day. This afternoon, he suddenly came to ask me, whether I knew what had just happened. I thought he was joking around, because people always likes to fool me. He said that my ah pek aka my baby is dead eventhough my reaction was like oh-that's-so-fake, but my eyes went watery. I felt the anger when he told me that they got in a car accident and so on. He's still in the hospital, sigh. After sms-ed him, my tears shed. I don't feels like replying, I don't know how to say, but.. Nevermind. I just don't like to admit whenever I'm worried of someone. I always kept it in my heart, that's me. I dislike guys who goes out till late at night because that would make me thought of my dad's bad attitude & behaviour.

Continue reading my Breaking Dawn storybook, it was lent to my babe, Aries then her friend. Till now then I got it back. I wanted to read from the starting again, Twilight. But sigh, it's lost in somewhere after I had lent it to Brian. Therefore, I did not finish reading Breaking Dawn yet. Since there's exam for English paper 1 tomorrow, I try my best to find more vocabulary and improve in my grammars just in one day. I bet my English paper 2 is going to fail. So, I hope this helps when reading, hopefully I will try to get atleast a credit in this term or my teacher will be going to destroy my lovely Saturday by having English extra classes in the afternoon, just like detention :/

2010-05-14T04:33:00.000-07:00

I'm currently having my *Mid-year exams* though, it just started on Thursday, 13 May. Surprisingly to say that, I stay up late to studyfor my exams, for the first time in my life yo!(A). The Geography paper was quite easy cause teacher had given us some revision papers before that & during the exam, there's 11 question, we had to choose 3 or 4 questions to answer, those 4questions I had learnt from the revision papers that were printed exactly the same. Luckily, I had memorized them all. Although, I did not do well in the dredging part of the question because I could not find the answers. Sigh. For English 2, I had done badly, teacher did scold me for not following his timing instructions. My summary was left behind but atleast I had managed to finish it in time, though the paper was quite hard for me.

Today, I had an art 4 exam! Guess what? I rushed through quickly yet looking at the time. LOL! It starts at 7:30AM and ends at 10:30AM, but I finished drawing at 9:00AM haha! Great! After that, me & Kenneth waited for Ah Pek* aka my baby to come pick us go town -_- Kenneth keep complaining that he's slow. Then, we went to town, ate in Jolibee *kena force to eat de ahh* XD

After that, we walked to Kelly's house. Slack there for about an hour or more.

In arcade, ah pek aka my baby singing =D

This is the song that he sang :p
He sent me the link, I listen to it, I was blur ya know. Hahahaha, told him that I ever listen this song, but don't understand LOL!

Had POA tuition at 2 to 5 after that.

2010-05-11T04:23:00.000-07:00

This post will not be long. As for today I had been insulted for the third time. Well, what can I say? A bitchy guy who never thought of how people felt, before he starts to insult. In a short term of my brief description about this guy.
I fuckin' hate his retarded looks, sissy actions, high pitched voice, blabbermouth that he had. Well, no offence, I'm just describing his character yeah?
A friend of mine, asked me to forgive him, I mean by how am I going to forgive? You want me to beg him? Oh, please! Forgive him? I repeat, forgive him? -laugh- It's not that easy for me to become vindictive as you think. Therefore, I refused to do so. Wait until the next century comes alright? At first, I heard you said that I'm a dead person. I tolerate about it, letting you go at the first chance. Though, my nerves are starting to grow.

I had thought about forgiving him, as you know, people always said that I'm a soft-hearted girl. But unfortunately, while the second nerve grows yesterday, unfathomably during my tuition in the evening, he talked about how fun it is to have a divorced parents with a girl sitting besides me, he said that he wish his parents were divorced too. I bet that he wants to said it out loud purposely intention. He asked that girl, "Ask the girl besides you(he's referring to me), what's her feeling when her parents divorced?" The girl was shocked, she said "OH REALLY?" I'm wondering, am I deaf? Or am I invisible? *I ignored and continue with my work. So yeah, that's how my tutor knew about it then. Sigh, why not telling the whole world? Tolerate for the second time.

As for the third time, which had just happened today morning while having our art lesson. My classmate just realised she had not been talked to me for quite long. What does this mean? Am I that invisible to you? So this sissy guy insulted me, that I'm dumb? He was lucky. If there aint any history students, or classes at the back of the class, I'll fuck him as deep as I want to. I will not fucking tolerate for this time. You think I'm a toy to you? You like to fool me around issit? I'm so fun for you to play with? People do have feelings alright, so think before something spits out from your fucking chee bye mouth.

- L.O.V.E stands for Love Olways Very Easy, by Kaywin DiDi

2010-05-08T19:44:00.000-07:00

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY !

Hahahaha, DIY my own card -_-
Yes, I know. Lameeee. :C
Always forgot to buy when I'm in town, so last minute DIY ~ no choice lu hahahah!
I hang it on her door, I saw her woke up, while going to the toilet, she hits that card hahah!
On the card, its written there.
Dear Mom,

without you, there would be no me.
Your love, your attention, your guidance,
have made me who I am.
Without you, I would be lost,
wandering aimlessly,
without direction or purpose.
You showed me the way
to serve, to accomplish, to persevere.
Without you, there would be an empty space
I could never fill, no matter how I tried.
Instead, because of you,
I have joy, contentment, satisfaction and peace.
Happy mother's day!

Then around 5+ "MORNING"
Miss call from WILSON ONG aka wo de BABY ♥ HAHAHAHAH :P
*Miss called back

Baby: Morning baby,im outside ur hse nw^^

Me: I dn believe haha xp ( The reason why I don't believe was because my ex always lied, tricked me that he's outside my hse. LOL )

Baby: Zhen de la ah po

*went to the living room, peek outside the window*

Me: == pian ren!

Baby: Zhen de, u cme out c outside window la..

*went out once again* @_____@

Me: Damn u! T.t y u cme?!

LOL HAHAHAHA! So far, how to see ohh? ==

LALALA ~

WO AI NI HUI XIN LAOGONG :D

2010-05-07T04:46:00.000-07:00

This morning, had extra classes for Geog, Poa & art. But we escaped for art lesson haha! :p

Went to town, meet wo de baby ~.~

Kenneth & Chee Hong.

Ah pek & Brian.

Actually we wanted to eat in Sui Heng, but it's full, so we went to Moi Nam, while waiting for the food to be served, watched TV, "Baby - Justin Bieber" song was dedicated LOL HAHAHAHA! What a coincidence :p

After that went to WYWY, find Kelly, Khang Yueng & Ah Bee. Shop awhile, then walked to Kelly's house. Watched some silly movies there then I'm off to tuition at 2 to 5.
Hahahha! This pic, Kelly and Khang Yueng very ahem ahem ~ LOL :p

LALALALLALA :p

EISEH! HAHAHA! Btw, bought this bracelet from the "Stary Stary Night" profile in facebook =D

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

What do you expect from me?
Wait for you? NOT.
Time flies, feelings fade,
Thanks to your ignorance,
I've always thought you will feel proud of me,
if I could find someone better?
& you said you will even support me?
Bullshits!
Now I've found one..
But you're insulting me yet,
As if I don't know anything?
Block & delete me as you wish,
I don't mind, I don't wanna care anymore.

2010-05-04T00:31:00.000-07:00

Yesterday afternoon went to Xing Chun's basketball court, I was forced to join basketball. There's not enough participants, so I had no choice, or the blue house can't play. Cause there's just only 5person in our team including me, this was my first time playing the *real basketball competition. No practice somemore. Lol ~ yeah, I know, look down on me right? A small sized person cant play basketball issit? Hahahah! I apologized with a contrite heart, Im just too weak for this game, but atleast I've tried my best. We scored 16, while the blue house scored 20. Yet my muscles are starting to ach. Hahahha! Great! No more basketball :) am convalescing at home to reveal my muscle aches, sigh. Didn't show up in the court today. I bet the teachers are feeling malicious T-T

I'm refering to my ex here,
Oh, Love? It fades away blistering whenever you're not around with me,
Whenever you ignored me, you left me forlorn in this world,
Set me free, back into the darkness,
No happiness to be found in these 6months?
Who would have believe those shits excuses that you have said to me? You treat me just as cold as Alaska,
A guy who really love a girl, will never break her heart, will never hurt her,
But I've finally found a guy,
Who is much more better than *you*,
I never break my promise,
It's you the one, whose giving me no more confidence in you.
I'm not a play. If im a play, I would have date more than 30-50 ex bfs already?
If I don't give a chance, Im said as choosey,
I gave them chances, they're just coldblooded, they misused it, played with my feelings, end up people out there insulting me as a playgirl? & started making stories & creating those bullshits rumours to spread it everywhere? Wtf do you guys want from me?! Man, im fucked up, stress life.
In the other hand,
I felt being loved ceaselessly then,
♡ my chou ah pek :D

2010-05-03T04:40:00.000-07:00

Yesterday went to Bandar, with Wilson Ong <3
Jay Koo,
Danny Bui,
Jian Sin ~
blablabla.. lazy talk about it again. HOHOHO

eh? kns.. so small de pic. haha. we watched the IP man 2? in the mall :D

02.05.2010 <3>

Whatever you say,
please find out the truth & ask the truth,
before insulting others alright?
got proof? show me :) proof me, that im a play?
any witnesses? no? then fuck off, dude.
I dont fucking care cause those are just rumours from some or should i say most of the playbois? =)
I know who I am, I know what I'm doing, I know i'm not those kind of person like what you think of, unless you're my closest friend, you will understand, don't just simply judge people without knowing the fact. Once again, my blog, my privacy. Please kindly leave my blog, if you're just feeling *envy* -_- or beh song me. Bye.

2010-04-29T17:09:00.000-07:00

WAH CCB, my maid awaken me from my lovely sleep T-T KNS !
MY MOM TOOK PIC WITH .. DK WHO! BUT THEY ARE FAMILIAR HAHAHAHA! HONG KONG STAR ~ CHEYH TOT ITS DA LUNG == HAI WO JIANG JEALOUS LOL.

HAHAHAHA (Y) SO HAWT :P

EISEH.. HAHAHA..

I was awaken by my dad's msg, he send me credit, forget it lor.. back to sleep again.. At 6+ my maid knock on my door, wake me up, thought I've got school today -.- KNS, wake up again, sleep again, then my bladder almost burst, went to toilet.. SUAN LE BA, cant sleep liao. T-T

I wanna skip breakfast neh ~ was going to cook maggy ~ but so long din go kitchen touch those pans for half a year le x.x no need eat la ~ XD

2010-04-28T18:01:00.000-07:00

WTF EH, how to use this camera? == my other camera kena snatch away by my mom jor, idk where she put ~ forget it! use my own phone camera =D
My mom came back le ~ from China, SG & Hong Kong O___O?! Look what she bought for mie XD

LOL -____- pimple patch.

Lots & lots of necklace / bracelets, haha.. im not gonna have it all, gonna sell it though. Altogether about B$90+

A dress, a kind of sport tee and pants, 1 short jeans, 1 short pink pants =D

*Headache faint faint x.x din sleep enough the last few night nia. HAHA. lihai right? ^^

2010-04-28T03:18:00.000-07:00

Joean, me & Kim,
This pic was taken in school yesterday, inside the curtain, under the acc -__-

Nearly fall asleep during Maths lesson @_@ can't open my eyes LOL.
Yes! Tomorrow & Saturday is sport heats day ^^ v and also, the Friday classes have been cancelled. Weeeee! *Don't need to be envy of ah pek sleep till late night jor. =p

Kenneth helped me & Kim to buy Jolibee's meal for our lunch :D

Sighh, today no more overtime le T-T mom come back from overseas ~ but got souvenirs again lu =D

Only time will tell us the answers,
whereas the one & only way to avoid,
is to watch & wait in the future,
Hopefully feelings will fade away blisteringly,
everything will be fine,
I hope not befuddled, or gone insane to commit suicide,
I've finally let go of the past,
yet I'm vindictive,
though I shall learn to be aware of it.
To avoid from being left forlorn once again in the darkness,
Never wish it to be repeated by then.

2010-04-26T03:35:00.001-07:00

Last night slept around 11, woke up at 12 or 1. HAHA chat with AH PEK! ^^
Then back to bed at 2, go school.. tired lor. sleep in class x.x
lalala.. Reached school, the sci's class de key was on top of the roof @_@
They tried using the broom to sweep the key down, but plan failed! The broom fell on to the roof too. HAHA. Plan B, one of the guy jump to the roof, got the key, forgot to bring the broom along with him, he jumped down already. Then he went back upstairs. Another guy, jump on to the roof again, he's fear of height. HAHA, he took the broom, keep look at the height, doesnt dare to jump down. There's a guy down there, macam security guard, if he fell, he will catch him LOL. HAHA funny. But in the end, a guy from our class, took a chair and let him climb back up with the broom. He climbed the chair and someone hug him up. HAHA. Then the chair still on the roof. They used the broom to pick up the chair LOL. The timing was just right, as the principal walked in. LOL. Whew ~

I forgot who intro me this, so called lanjiao song ^^

Either its Jian Sin link it to me or AH PEK lor.

2010-04-25T04:42:00.000-07:00

We went for swimming again! :D
This time, mie and Michelle is the only girl -.- soi lor today, got into a car accident. KNS. HAHA. First, I went to yamcha with my grandparents at KB. Then my grandpa pick me to Panaga & wait, so I wait and wait for Danny to come and pick me go Seria ~ wait for about 1hour @_@ cause he went to pick Wilson first ~
Then, Matt called. I answered. They say they've reached Panaga. I went out to the parking lot, din see them lor. SEKALI, AH PEK SAY THEY'RE IN BSRC -.-!!! hai wo walk front , walk back ~ skipped ~ then they reached Panaga, I wanted to sit at the front seat, but Wilson locked the front door, blocked the left side seat where Matt's sitting, cause he want mie to sit with him? =.=""" then on the way to seria, keep say mie diam diam de =.=" reach mee stall, saw annie and sandy , talked to them.. then join wilson, matt, michelle, kiong, alvin and danny.. sit beside him again @__@
its hot ~ so we quickly zao ~ HAHA.. then we were on the way to panaga, on the highway, the front car (alvin, kiong, michelle inside) doesnt know how to go Panaga, so they asked Danny to lead the way. *im sitting in the front seat.
*BANG HAHAHAHA. KNS. LIHAI LOH, *wonder whose mouth so soi mah.. XD before that keep say "call my mom first, before i got car accident.." LIHAI,, then car really bang =.= HAHA Danny keep turn back looking at them, while driving @_@ kum pu ehh..
my heart beats so fast ~ the front car suddenly turn at the roundabout, the signal also so slow ~ and BANG ~ skip skip ~

actually i was not supposed to post it here LOL. went to the work shop in seria. then wait and wait, till 1 then on the way to panaga, i've forgotten about ah fatt and jian sin LOL HAHAHAHA! SORRY! then Danny and wilson got BSRC pick them again.

I pushed Jian Sin into the pool HAHAHA! (Y) revenge BUT, KNS LA, Jian Sin put my slippers near the pool, wants mie to get close to the pool, then he pushed mie ~ AND IM ALL WET! KNS.. Then, Matt and Jian sin carry mie and throws mie into the pool, Jian sin fell off first, before me. cause Matt keep push push push, and half of my body fell, Matt still holding my leg LOL HAHAHA. then I nearly drowned again. Matt quickly pull me up, hurt my waist T______T KNS !!!!!!

SPOT MY AI REN ~

I'll post a video in FB of them playing the slide HAHAHA :D
Lazy post it here ~

=.= chou ahpek..

2010-04-21T01:09:00.000-07:00

I was listening to this song for the whole afternoon.
Stressed till I've forgotten to do my homeworks.

Yeah, I said I've given up,
but I just can't stop thinking about him.
There's this guy,
I felt pity for him, we knew each other for a couple of years,
Whom in love with the wrong girl which refers to "me".
Well, he's nice to me, but.. sigh..
Triangle love?
I bet he's going to give up, someday. I hope.
No feeling for love, how can I just simply accept?
I don't wish to hurt him though,
I'm not a play too.
I really really want to concentrate in my studies.
My mid year exams are coming soon,
this is my last chance on the qualifying exam.
STRESSED!

2010-04-18T23:53:00.000-07:00

Boooo! So unlucky, it happens on the same day .. D:
Anyway, yesterday went to Mumong complex for swimming, with Jia Wen, Joan, Jian Sin, Matt, Kiong, Fatt, Danny, Wilson, Michelle *but she did not swim o.o" & few more. I saw Khailoon, Eng Yee and other 3 guys ==! Brunei is so small ~ can't believe Danny knows my dad too O__O" gosh..

OH, talk about that sissy guy again. Dickson asked me something, I did not hear it cause he did not mention my name. Therefore, I ignored. While this sissy guy said it purposely intention "Dont CHAI SI REN LA(dont care dead people)" I malas diao already. I went home early, so happy, I dont have to see him sitting beside me. Then, one of my classmate was planning to go for a picnic, she did ask that sissy guy to join them. That sissy guy, asked her not to invite me, cause he beh song me mah. As if like I want to go with you too? Who want to go with you oh? I rather stay at home or find my other groups of friend la. Before you dispute with me, I'd already avoiding myself from going out with you guys man. Didnt you even notice that?
Oh forget about it, few more months, and IM GONE. IM FREE. FROM YOU. SISSY ARSE.

Aww, I love you too, Hui Xin laogong ;mua.
Look! I found this. SO random. LOL.

I'm confused.
What should I do?
Sigh.

2010-04-17T17:59:00.000-07:00

It's Sunday!
Yesterday, chat with a guy who owe me some $.
I wonder why, SG boys lie alot? As he have said that, he will give me back my $1xx.xx
But then, he end up saying these crap.

At first I find him, cause he was appearing online. So yeah.
Janice: hey, you've got that 120 already ?
(20:35) ❤ -Esmond ѕап has changed his/her personal message to "( Away to school ) (NightStudy)"
(20:35) ❤ -Esmond ѕап has changed his/her status to Away

And I let him go for the first time,
While the second time, he did the same thing.

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You have just sent a nudge.
(21:27) ★JANICE: when are you going to collect all that money? =.=
(21:27) ❤ - Zhais . has changed his/her status to Away

See that? He's trying to escape. Think that I'm an idiot issit?

(21:30) ★JANICE: oii don make me go sg find you
(21:31) ❤ - Zhais .: how are u going to find me?
(21:31) ★JANICE: you know there's a thing call plane?
(21:31) ❤ - Zhais .: i know
i mean the exact location la dey
how are u going to find me?
which estate ?
(21:31) ★JANICE: haha i know you're trying to escape la
(21:31) ❤ - Zhais .: north south east west where

(21:31) ★JANICE: i can search the chat logs
(21:32) ❤ - Zhais .: fk u la hw i escape sial
(21:32) ★JANICE: funny
(21:32) ★JANICE: everytime i find you, u appear away
(21:32) ❤ - Zhais .: chat logs?
find me first then say
(21:32) ★JANICE: okay
you'll wait and see
(21:32) ❤ - Zhais .: u say 150 right
i give u the fking 20 -30 liao hor\
(21:33) ❤ - Zhais .: so which means is below than 150 liao okay
(21:33) ★JANICE: yeah..
still owing 120 right?
=.=
(21:33) ❤ - Zhais .: trying to add back equal to 150 huh
(21:34) ★JANICE: duh
(21:34) ❤ - Zhais .: -.-
dont be funny la
(21:34) ★JANICE: thats what you said

And I'm offline. He's lucky this time. But he'll wait till the time arrive. I wont let him know when. But I will.

2010-04-14T22:55:00.000-07:00

FML

I msg half way last night, fell asleep around 10, woke up at 3 cause I dreamt that I was blocking my dad and bro's TV then 2mouths vs me 1 ~ so I scold "DIAM LA" and I heard myself saying it when im awake. LOL luckily no one sleeps with me @.@ Then continue msg again, talked about maths etc etc. Fell asleep around 4+, woke up again around 5+, had a bad nightmare =x I thought it was his msg saying lalalalal*censored* about my ex, but fortunately it was just a dream whew ~

In school, just before biology starts.
Alright.. I'm not gonna mention their names here. Lets make it this way.
A - a girl
B - a sissy guy
C - me

A & B were busily discussing about afternoon tution classes, A asked B whether A can follow B's car. B said that his father is too busy, unable to fetch her up to go tution classes together. Then, B suddenly said "Or else you walk to town? Maybe I can ask my dad to fetch you there." A did not answer. So B gave her another choice, he said "Or you wait at the post office?" C started scolding B, saying "*GAO CHUO ORH NI.. YOU ASK A GIRL TO WAIT FOR YOU, ALONE OUTSIDE THE POST OFFICE?!" A started crying, everyone blames B for making her cry. So B said "ok la.. i ask my dad go pick you.. don cry ok?" C was like WTF is this? Before you said you really really cant fetch her. Now? So C replied "NAH". He started scolding vulgars, the class went silence. A & C is currently having a cold war with B. C gave A 2more lollipops cause C is not good at cheering people up o.o"

Anyway, he sucks to the cock. He's not a man, how shameful it is if B is me. Not even alittle pity is given to a girl.

2010-04-12T23:41:00.000-07:00

Wow, today had fun after recess in school. Lol *fear of the bee* I sat down like ducklings with Joean, covering our ears, while the bee flew around the class room. In the end, Qushrin killed it. What a hero XD
I felt awake after screaming, hiding and those lame stuffs.
I didn't know that today's afternoon class was cancelled, thought it was next week's Tuesday -.-
Therefore, I went home early. Yet saw my phone. There's 2missed calls & 1 message.
I ignored it, cause it was from my dad. So yeah. The house phone was ringing My brother answered it cause I was having my lunch in the dining room.
Unfathomably, it was a call from my dad. I felt strange while having my lunch, he talked so rudely to his friend? Impossible. So I went to see whats going on.
I asked "who's that?" My bro passed the phone to me, I listen to his voice, yes it's him. I passed it back to my bro, told him not to tell my dad I'm at home. I don't want to talk to him, not even a single word. He scold my bro for not attending the afternoon chinese class? What the hell, my mom doesn't even care, why do he care?
Even my kai gor asked me, "you admitted that he's your dad?" I said "How can I not admit, he fucked my mom and I'm here. LOL. But yeah, I never admit he is."

You talk cock with me, I talk joi with you.

2010-04-11T23:48:00.000-07:00

I just love this pic! Hahahha. Taken during CNY, at Dickson papa's house D:

During art lesson, had alot of fun & talk craps, jokes etc with them. LOL.
Family tree in class
- Dickson : my dad
- Angel : my daughter (zap hui lai de. from rubbish bin XD )
- Joean : my daughter (had the same surname as mine)
- Kim : my chou shun aka grand daughter, linked from Joean's daughter.
- Peter : my brother .. hahah.

Asked alot of retarded ques, Dickson asked, "Im so old, why am I still schooling with my shuns and children?"

Peter "Oh, cause keep retain and retain .."

Dickson "Then what about you and Janice?"

Peter "Oh, I'm just accompany daddy. Just afraid daddy will go insane without us."
Me "LOL, yeah"

Where is Joean's husband?
Ans: Kyu Jeong as a singer in somewhere. LOL lame hor. XD

Why is Joean siao siao de?
Ans: Cause she've got Dickson's siao gins.(idk how to spell) LOL

Why Joean pregnant so early and born her daughter, Kim out so big de?
My ans: cause when she got puberty, she do S** immediately.
Peter ans: The first day she met Kyu, she wanted one night stand with him already.
Kenneth got shocked. LOL.

And etc etc, credits to our siao classmates (:
They made my day ~

How could you be so oblivious when I'm obviously hinting you,
eventhough I kept telling myself,
to always be tenacious,
I tried to fickle somehow,
I'll vindictive if I see you with another bitxh.
I love you, but I'll still had to move on & stop thinking about you.
Unless fate met us.
You left me forlorn, not the kind of happiness,
that we used to spend like before.
I will be really contented if you'd chat with me like before.
But I guess, there's no more hope.
Therefore, I'd given up on you.
My last wordings, stay happy. ;D

2010-04-03T00:57:00.000-07:00

Back to business !

Went to WYWY, accompanied Jia Wen, Kelly, Khang Yueng awhile..

Jia Wen laogong ~

Accompanied Kelly to cut her fringe at Plaza.. Then saw Aries, so I followed her to go LAN (cyber cafe) in GLC.

She treat mie coke LOL! Around 10.45, went to Xiao Yee's house to do "something".. Only some close friends know what it is ;D

After doing that "something", went to Plaza shop, we met a guy named ?? LOL! OMG, I forgot to ask for his name.. HAHAHAHAHHAHA! Funny ~

Okay nvm, we went arcade took pics together, then Xiao Yee accompanied me to change my phone's casing, I wanted to buy PINK! But there's only left with dark pink.. Dont really like the colour. So, I bought the silver one! Was testing with the keypads & the camera.. So hard to press lor.. Then Xiao Yee was tempted, she wanted to change hers too! HAHA.. Her phone is same as mine, except the 8GB different nia.. I pity that guy who willing to accompany us HAHAHA waited for so long..

Yeahhhh ~ finally xD
Now onwards, ppl have to wait my msg few minutes later than before, cause ITS HARD TO PRESS LOR!

Today, had lunch at Fratini, as my mom promised MIE! =D

THIS IS MINE, TUNA SOMETHING SOMETHING.. HAHA

MY MOM's SPAGHETTI!

MY BRO's PIZZA!

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Waffle sent mie this -.- LOL the joi curved jor.. HAHAHA

2010-03-28T23:14:00.000-07:00

hello 200th posts!

I was unlucky these days, firstly, I'd lost my wallet which is from Canada, together with the $100 and $10 netcard inside. So I forget about it.. Secondly, I missed someone special to me who went overseas today.. Thirdly..

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3more marks.. Then I'll pass my English. Sigh.. It's unfair alright? My friends got 46, teacher let them pass by giving them 4marks. WTF LAH CB. -.- cried half an hour in class.. _l_ NAH.

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3 more marks for my malay. WTF. didn't manage to finish my composition.. diaos.

Failed my combine science for sure.. Eventhough I haven't got back my Bio, but my chem left 1 mark to pass. Physics I never learn. So yeah, failed.

Failed my geog.. 5more marks.. -.-

Talk about last week, went to Peter's birthday party on Friday.

They played Mahjong,
I just ate and played poker cards.. Went home early, cause I don't want my mom to feel tired to pick me up late at night again. So I didn't eat his cake D:

Yeah, funny aite! :D

FML (:

2010-03-28T00:15:00.000-07:00

I felt happy for you, happy for you that you've made it. But then,
I felt sad, I felt sad that you're leaving far away from me.
We both promised, when everythings goes fine,
I hope that you didnt forget,
By the time we met that fate,
Someday, someday I will come to visit you,
I will try my best.

I miss you ..
♥

2010-03-27T20:31:00.000-07:00

F.C.U.K!

I had lost my wallet! Oh, forget it! I'll take it as a revenge from "him".. -.-

I went to Bandar twice this week! Goshh! Bu bankrupt dou jia! LOL.
Well.. we went to the same place -.- Mall , Snow house, Jerudong Park.. Then Empire hotel's cinema.. But we din watch any movies there, lack of $! LOL. Gossip, talked about ghost stories. Eeee scary mann, it's midnight somemore! =.= reached home around 2.. Jess de bf drive us home.. I told my mom, he's jess de uncle HAHA.. XD my mom say "why he drive so fast" @.@ gg. hahahha. quite scary lor his driving. when he turn, can hear dao the car sound creakk @.@ ~

I'll just upload pics =D

Waffle laogong, you see that? I sat with Jia Wen laogong ;hoho

I look so blur ..

It's van.. Not bus =.= Lousy! No air con..

;hoho

;hohohohoho!

Mie and Jess :D

In snow hse..

Si Rudny take pic of mie =.=

HAHA got one ice cream is call sexy.. the man said "SEXAYY" LOL. HAHAHA xia si ren.. we all tot the man call Kenneth sexy xD HAHAHA. laugh qin qin..

In the mall with Annie :D

In arcade with Annie xD

Then we went to eat Nasi Katok LOL.. shen qian shen dao jiang.. HAHAHAH *save money*

Keep take pic cause Rudny said "ehh im not inside T.T"
Then Kenneth help us take lor.. He repeat what Rudny said "ehh im not inside too T.T"
Then Jess helped us take lor.. She repeat also LOL.. tsk!

We're waiting for the prayer to finish -.-

Lame xD

More lame xD

Lai kiss kiss =D

First round is to play Merry-Go-Round LOL. Quite lame.. But fun! :D

Mie and Rudny xD

After that we went to play Bumper car.. LOL. Jia Wen keep ask mie to drive alone! I DONT WANT! Phobia LOL. So Sandy asked me to sit with her =D HEHE!

I keep bang my head.. Kenneth laughed -.- Sandy cant reverse the car LOL.. Stuck in the corner.. Waste time!

BEST PIC OF THE DAY :D!!

At the empire cinema downstair / sitting room LOL.

They bought these.. -.-

In toilet HAHA..

Annie, Sandy and mie ~

Taken by Sandy hahah!

I was tired.. So i took a nap there xD HAHAH lousy mie ~ cant stay up late.

2010-03-25T20:48:00.000-07:00

Once again..

HAPPIE SWEET 18TH BIRHTDAY TO MY BABE, ARIES! =D

IM BACK TO BLOGGING. LOL. This was on 23rd.. Late post ~

I gave her this lame present.. LOL. The wrapper is smashed, cause I bought it from Bandar, put it in my bag, played in JP.. @.@

Although its quite expensive, cause its METOYOU inside and outside :D

We celebrate it in Jolibee, then Aries treat us eat DQ ice cream nia, then went to the pool, I didnt play.. *guai nuer lai de la* (A)

Nothing much.. After that went to Oscar's hse :D

OH, and my room has changed! hahahah! New shelves, table, cupboards :P

Thats my nepp mom :D

My new bedsheet! =D

2010-03-24T00:45:00.000-07:00

IM BUSY! Busy till I've got no free time to online! Sigh..
On Sunday , went to Bandar, with Jia wen, Kelly Xiao Qi, Jess Tong, Sin Yen, Kenny Chin, Kenneth Goh, Kenneth Kiong, Danny Bui, Michelle, Khang Yueng, Mike Kii, Ah Bee, Wilson Ong, Loong, Jay Koo, Rudny, Matt Lay and few more, idk their name D:

Arrived bus stop, waited for others to come .. First stop is at Yayasan, so bored.. Nothing to shop there. Next, off to Kiulap town.. Tiring.. Keep walk here and there with Jia Wen laogong, searching for Jess, Kelly them.. Cause we split up shop.. While they eat and eat and eat.. Non stop D:

I ate only DQ ice cream, snow hse's ice cream, lollipops, and drank few spoons of tomyum soup, a can of soyabean, not finished yet.. haha. I didnt pay for my dinner at Jerudong park.. Someone paid for mie 0.0 which idk who.. HAHA.

Then went to the Mall, walked to snow house. Ordered the choco night :D everyone copy mie, copy cat ~ ~ XD

Saw Pei Sze, Veronica, met Johnson gor.. Lazy to upload pics here. THE INTERNET IS TOO SLOW -.- I've uploaded it in FB at the bandar trip's album =)

This was my first time, friends rent bus to go Bandar *not with classmate* lied to my mom, I said I'm going with classmates. Or else, she'll ask so much @.@
Then we went to Jerudong park.. I paid $10 for 8rounds.. Guess what? I used 3rounds only. What a waste.. HAHA.. nothing to play BOBIAN :D
Played bumper car only, and merry go round *lame*
I bang my head while playing bumper car , I sat beside Jia Wen laogong hehehehh.
After that, her specs accidentally flew.. Someone bang our car, then Rudny wants to pick up her specs, but too late.. It smashed D: BY THE CAR. LOL. Jia Wen so sad nia.. Ignored everyone.. Except mie D:
Reached Seria around 12+ midnight.. GOSH.. The next day I've got class! LATE TO SCHOOL LOL. Teacher laughed, and said "Why? Woke up late?" HAHAHAHAHA XIA SI WO XD then, I nodd head D:
cause I seldom go school late nia.
Still got things to update.. But not now T.T lazy..

2010-03-19T06:58:00.000-07:00

I was bored at home, fed up with my lousy internet.. I couldn't connect to the neighbours wireless. My laptop always sot sot de -.- I've tried the broadband..

I still couldnt connect it, but my bro's laptop connect successfully after install!

Around 1+ Sandy told me that she's going to Seria, so I wanted to go too! Then I phone my mom, dad, then went downstairs asked my grandpa to pick mie go ~
Went to KNJ 1 met mek di, while waiting for Sandy and Annie to come from Lumut.
Then, when Sandy and Annie arrived, we talked at KNJ outside while waiting for Rudny's msg -.-

We head to Plaza's topp floor. Met Jia wen, Kelly, Jess Tong, Bee, Rudny there. "LEPAK".. HAHA. Quite hot & bored though, so Sandy and me went back to KNJ and I pulled mek di go ~ we fooled him, told him that somethings happening at plaza the top floor HAHAHAHAHA. I said "got surprise can liao.. just go.." Sandy said "don go back oh if u go liao.." HAHAHAHA. Kena cheat xD
I see him like bu shuang bu shuang when we reached the top floor. Idk why. Maybe bu shuang someone from the group =x sigh..

Mek di went back to KNJ, we go for WYWY. Suddenly, Sandy waits outside, im already feeling curious about it. Then Annie went out to check whats happening. They came in and asked me whether I wanna go for Jolibee ;eeks. So I followed them. I dont feel like eating. So they ordered only, we gossip for quite long.

We went to CD shop, then to arcade, saw them again.

After awhile, they wanted to go home le. Some of them go Kelly's house. Unfortunately, Rudny and Bee no car go home HAHA. The bus is only until 4:30 nia :D funny lorh, we go KNJ2 instead of KNJ1.. Surf the internet to kill the time, then go watch BBALL tournament in xin chun ~

This pic was taken in my dad's house, Sandy wanna pee so I walked with her to my dad's house. HAHA.

First match..

Second match..
I went home early anyway.. Exhausted ~

2010-03-15T23:10:00.000-07:00

*changed pic, since someone said its weird ;eeks.
Hmm, I wasn't really studying these days. Im so dead, I guess Im going to fail all the subs. Sigh ~ I just don't feel like studying. Anyway, two more days and it's over. My holiday schedules are almost full, I hoped that there's no extra classes during the school holidays. Thursday is the last day of exam, am going out with my classmates, might go to XinChun's BBALL court at night cause "someone" asked me to watch the U-16? (forgot)and support him for the basketball tournament. Supposed to go Aries birthday in Anduki on Sunday, but not alot of people are going so we postponed it on her actual day. Then I can go Bandar with the sg.liang peeps and my sister, Joan :P
But Im still not sure if mom's allow. Cause I never go Bandar with friends, by bus. Hahh! By the way, I've bought this Nudy grey lens from the Q4geo's blog. It's from Korea :) It enlarges the eyes too.

2010-03-13T16:31:00.000-08:00

After my exams, my mom brought us to Kaizen. I wanted to go Fratini though, I missed their tuna spagghetti which I dont know whats the name again. But my mom wanted to eat sushi, so she promised to bring us to Fratini for the following week. Last night, I was sleeping suddenly, when I turned my head, I saw a BIG insect sleeps with me. LOL. I quickly sleep the other way round. *doesnt dare to kill it* phobia ~

Well, today I've shed few drops of tears due to some family probs. By this time, I should be in Miri, to pray for my Grandpa. My mom doesnt allow us to go since we're having exams & it's quite hot in the cemetry. Well, it's not that I don't want to go, but I just don't feel safe to go Miri with my dad. This morning, he spam calling me but I never answered, he reached my house keep on horn-and-horn. My brother and I was hiding in the room, still surfing the net as if nothing was heard. My mom had already told me what to do, but unsuccesfully, my dad knocked on the main door for more than 10mins? Then, my other Grandpa who is mom's dad, he came upstairs calling us, unlocked the door. I pretend that I was sleeping, while my bro was playing with my lappy. My dad rushed in *actually it's illegal already. My dad came into my room, asked why didn't I answer the phone, I lied and said that I had insufficient credit. So yeah. He asked for our passport, but honestly, I really don't know where it is. My mom kept it for me. So he turned around, asked my Grandpa. He said it's my mom who kept it. My dad asked for my mom's no. I was thinking *wow? Married for 14 years, divorced for 2years and still cant even remember the number.* My bro read out mom's no. He called, my mom answered *I was surprised, cause I thought she wouldnt answer* My mom was in Labi with her colleagues(dont know how to spell) -.- So my dad went downstairs and said "SHE GO FIND ANG MOH LOR IN LABI.." My grandma heard it and replied "SO WHAT? GO HIT HIM THEN" I'm afraid that he would drive there to search for her just for the damn passport.. *worried*

2010-03-08T23:45:00.000-08:00

Oh finally,
finally that I've changed my blogskin.
I'm sick of the old one, the words are huge in size for kids to read D:
Well, imma having exams at the moment though and I'm still here surfing the net, not surprising yeah. As usual, studying infront of the lappy while mom's not around.
Whats wrong with my internet nowadays -.- so fucked up, MSN keep on dc & dc non-stop.
Even when I compare using my neighbours' wireless, it's way much better than my own .. Anyway, last Sunday went for swimming with Joan Jia En, Jess Tong, Jia Wen, Wilson Ong, Matt Lay, Jian Sin, Danny, Brian and the other 2guy which I don't know his name -_- I've uploaded the pics in FB. Internet is damnn slow to upload it here.
And guess what?

SUNBURN. -.-
The following day, I went to school.. A friend of mine asked, "What happen to your face?" Right... Cause we swam for about 3hrs. Thats why ..
Then, during the afternoon, we had to walk to the town for our lunch since we had extra classes for Maths revision. Somemore sunburn.. We walked back to school again. -.- great.. My face will grow more and more freckles. My classmate said my face look like ANG MOH(whites) -_-
I'll end here, or I can't finish studying. D:

2010-03-05T23:51:00.000-08:00

Today, I had been chosen to go to the hall to fill in the survey. =x
Out of 36, 24 was chosen :O
It's about ITB, drugs ~ I thought they would give a longgg speech x.x
Tsk, so bored & exhausted ~ miss die you la laogong ;luv
ni bu tx le ~ everyday go out date with na ge ducky hmph! bu ai ni le.
so many laopos T__T wo jiang tx ~ only got 2 laogong xD

2010-03-05T02:41:00.000-08:00

I saw him today ~ so happie that, i laughed when i saw him scratched his head driving away ~ but i cried whenhe's gone LOL. =x
great, my fringe are growing longer, covered my eyes ~should i cut it?

i love this belt.. my grandma bought it from singapore =D

sigh.. never knew i'd stopped "loving" chocolates HAHAHA. my mom gave mie these..and i've forgotten who gave me those lollipops..its in my room like decos D: and ! and!! i still got 100+ new patchis again ~ HAHA omg. mummy buyao jealous XDthe other half old patchis throw le.. cause no eat = grow insects inside LOL! HAHA.i use to give ppl as bday presents nia ~.~ shhhhh ~

btw, my photographss skills not bad liao hor? HAHA!

2010-03-03T03:10:00.000-08:00

NOTHING TO POST =)

well.. didnt post for few days already ~ doesnt feels like posting anymore..
we hadnt contact for months? but still.. i miss him though D: wo hai ai taa ~ T__T
haha anyway, the day before ytd i've been crying for no reasons? just dont know why ..
my maid had finished her contract. so temporarily got no maid in my hse, my grandma had to
do cooking, since idk how to cook.. sigh ~
im having extra classes everyday ~ so i've got no time to do housework ^^ v lucky ~
but im not going to iron my uniform (she asked me to do so).. till my mom buy that steam iron machine..
exams are coming soon, im afraid that i couldnt catch up due to last weeks CNY ..
didnt go to sch for a week plus..
i'd realise that today im feeling envy of my bro.. new uniforms.. new shoes.. no homeworks.. so relax..
my mom didnt even know i've just got a pair of skirt for school?
she didnt even realise im wearing that for the whole year?
but today only she had realised.. cause i hang my skirt somewhere in my bedroom..
she asked "that skirt don need to wash?"
i ans " i wore that everyday to school."
she was shocked lor.. i told her last 2 years le.. she never even cared. i listen to her, she asked me to
wear it then friday baru wash lor.. == thats what i did these years since form3? and now only she realised
my uniform are turning black.. sigh forget it ~ DIULIAN..

secondly, after school hours, my friends, classmates, even my bro goes back home to take their lunch.. then go
back to school for extra classes..
what about me? stay back in school? sometimes i could just skipped my lunch.. yet im too thin to do so..
walked under the hot sun, to the town..
my mom asked my grandpa to fetch my bro.. since we are having classes the same time, why cant she thought of the
same thing too? i could have go home with my bro to have my lunch?

another day.. not in a mood == cant online the night before.. so my friends tot something had happened..
i didnt even talk.. laugh.. like usual.. don know why again.. maybe ~ PMS IS COMING T__T
fcuk that guy larh.. always kena caught playing phone in class.. zzz.. sure got spotcheck liao tml..
luckily teacher din check dao my bag ~ if not kena penalized(dk how to spell ==)..

SORRY LAOGONG, cant online pei ni nowadays ~ wo tai mang(busy) le ~ LOL..

2010-02-27T17:20:00.000-08:00

FINALLY ~ WO DE LAOGONG ;mua

2010-02-25T23:25:00.000-08:00

HAHAH D:

long time no post le ~ kinda lazy blogging liao =x

MARRIED CONTRACT LOL!

DIVORCED CONTRACT HAHAHAHAH. WAFFLE DON AGREEEE T____T
SHE NOT TX TO MIE LE LOL! THATS WHY YAO GEN TA DIVORCE!

2010-02-16T01:36:00.001-08:00

WEBCAM WORLD

Andrew ~ hahaha looks like johnson gor D:!!

x3baichi ~ xD audi couple HAHA.

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mie abit cacat here HAHAHAH

peaceee v

OMG T.T

EMO & GAY KEITH HAHA. cut his hand with choco ==!

2010-02-15T00:25:00.000-08:00

HAPPIE CNY 2010 !

On 30th, first time steamboat at home lor. HAHAH. yummy tom yum with scalep(dk how to spell lor D:)~

Want some patchi? =D

stupid fireworks. i was going to faint at 11.55PM LOL! suddenly BOOM, right.. im awake ==

I end my first day of CNY, visiting Olivia Chin & Jennifer ~ mom went to Bandar. Today might be staying at home the whole day =C no ang pao ~ tsk. sien luh. Like what Jacky said WAHH CNY PLAY AUDI, NO LIFE ARH. LOL! D: HAHAHAH. What to do at home? ==!

So long nvr fed monkey liao. Then ytd, at Chin's hse I fed it with rice. HAHA so cute lor ;luv

lame pics of mie ==

yay feeding monkey HAHA

HAHA at night webcam with waffle laogong ~ ( wo de les ) ;luv HAHAHAHAH.

i wear specs == cause cant see, waffle said i look so close to the screen mah HAHA ;wild

TOUCHED* THESE ARE FROM LAOGONG HAHAHAH.

IN RETURN I GAVE HER A PIC OF MINE ~ =D

Oh, im not going to school 1week cause ah zai's aunt went to KL D: HAHA! no transport go home ~ so should I say yay cause I can relax or should i say awww boriiing cause there's nothing to do at home ==

2010-02-11T22:45:00.000-08:00

Great! I finally can update my blog! Nowadays the internet so suckish lor -.- today only its fixed. It's been a week though -.- I MISSED MY AUDI SO MUCH LOR! HAHAHA!
Anyway, I've got loads and loads of things to update here!

Uhh, on 6th Feb, had another prom at Seaview. Sec 5Arts 09 batch.
What I dislike was the musics. -_- even my friends said they sang like they're vomiting LOL. Bobian lah, malays party.

Keith emo. =x

what is he doing -_-

The lame SJM HAHAHA!

mei nue. HAHAH :P

annie and mie ~

Stop here. Lazy post. LOL

2010-01-30T23:44:00.000-08:00

5SCI'S PROM

MY SILVER DRESS =D

Hmm, the prom was quite interesting actually but not fair for the other ppls D:
cause the activities are for Form5Sci's 09 batch only ):
I've took alot of pics, uploaded in Facebook ^^ mummy go see ~

Hahahahh! Jenn played Love story - Taylor Swift & Im Yours, while waiting at my house =X I can't make it LOL! I learnt 'When you say nothing at all'.. Since last 2 years? Till now, I still can't play the song HAHA! Lazy practice bah! =p

2010-01-21T23:49:00.000-08:00

♥ LOVE QUOTES ♥

FROM LAOGONG;

I should have known,
You would play with my heart,
This is how you left me,
My fault for falling in love with you,
I thought you were different,
But you're just like the rest; worthless ♥

FOR SOME USELESS GUYS OUT THERE =]

Sometimes I wish that I was a little girl again because bruised knees heal faster than broken hearts.

LAOGONG'S FAVE QUOTE XD

LALALA.. CREATE ONE QUOTE OF MY OWN.

I NEVER THOUGHT THAT YOU WOULD HURT ME,
EVERYTIME YOU SAID THAT YOU LOVED ME,
I CANT BELIEVE THAT YOU LIED TO ME,
YOU NEVER KNOW HOW MUCH YOU MEANT TO ME,
BUT STILL YOU NEVER CARED FOR ME...

NO MATTER HOW HARD I'VE TRIED,
EVERYNIGHT I CRIED,
LYING ON THE BED,
NO ONE HAD EVER NOTICED...

2010-01-16T17:11:00.000-08:00

Oh great, just a short post for today I guess. Not sure whether im going to BBQ party later ._. depends on the weather ==! Last night, was busily inviting more ppls to prom, pasting the same thing over and over LOL cause they keep ask the same question ==! Till I saw this, so-called "Stranger" tagged or should I say insulting in my blog? Ask friends to come insult too huh? =) I don't need you guys to judge or whatever it is. Whats the problem now? Why do you care so much? So what? Age doesnt matter right? Its just a "game". Why are you so serious? Whoever it is, better not to try and cross the line. I dont wish to argue with anyone now. Don't even think about making troubles with me. It's just a game couple, you think I care how he looks like? Im just having fun in the game, can? Only people who are jealous would care. Dude, please think.. Why the fcuk am I involved? Why am I being hacked? What i've done? Innocent. Your personal stuff doesn't link to mine. ALright? Brunei is not like SG. "Jiang yao mai jiu mai". Its hard to buy @cash here though, IF I could have just bought it myself, do I still have to beg my dad to fetch me up to travel 2hour place just to get that damn card? And suffering to face with my dad? I suffered tagging hearts with you. Do you even care? I could have just broke up with you and couple with a better ones. Stop acting like you don't know anything. I stalked for a few minutes, you went to bathe? I don't think so. Using chinese to counter me? I can use both chinese and malay too =)
Although, I don't know how to read and write but I've got mouth to ask by what it meant. Hah, bad taste? Saying urself too huh? Look at yourself in the mirror before you say that again. Please respect, my blog, my privacy. Wanna insult then come MSN find me. Dont need to tag here. And oh, you break your promise, I can break mine too. Fair and square. Nothing to argue about. Well, I admitted im childish, but im having fun. If you're mature enough, you wont be insulting here in my blog. And yeah, I dont look like 16, do I need you to judge how I look like? Whats wrong with his hair? People can have different types of hair, why do you care? My blog is not for you to insult or anything, I have the right to post, not for you to judge too.

2010-01-10T21:30:00.000-08:00

;yay ~ straighten my hair :D no more curly & pong pong hair HAHAHAHA!

SPOT MY MOM :D

After fixing it looks like this ._.

My mom bought this new table for my bro to play his lappy while watching TV =.=
Waiting for MY TABLE soon :D HAHAHAHA!

went to bandar ~ looking for prom dress.
at first my dad brought us to theee GIANT. telling mie excuses saying he wanna go toilet =.=
then i complain that GIANT HAS NO DRESS TO BUY LA WTF. ==
then go mall luh. met johnson gor, then he intro his gf ~ AHHA D: she's so shy ~
i wave hi to the other girl, like so sombong, not even wave back then go away _|_HAHA frust ~

then both of them help mie chooseee which dress =O

then off to aunt hse. no one is at home =.=!! wait for half an hour there wtf.

;diao he's sleeping in JP's carpark!

blablabla stop here! many homework to do T.T

2010-01-04T03:43:00.000-08:00

Hmm long time no post le D:

I'll just post a few pics for Jie & yiyi ~

At first IDK WTH is this? Cause got a gap in between -.- its like a table, to put decos nia. On top can put mirror =]

LOL! Collect & collect ^^ got afew throw le T-T

HAHAHA no current for whole day la.. what to do ~

New silvery carpet :D mummy say it cost 200+ & she love it very muchie HAHAHA!

hmm?

lalala nth to post le.
ANYWAY, HAPPIE NEW YEAR EVERYONE :D HAHA!

2009-12-25T23:45:00.000-08:00

late post xD

celebrate my bday last week in sakae sushi hoho!

waaaaa ~ got computer wor! HAHAHA sam pa po xD
brunei got like this jiu hao luh :D

salmon ~ mummy, u wan? HOHO!

cake taste noooo good! my mom anyhow buy, cause looks nice oni HAHA!

T-T last day using sg de internet HAHAHA!

cuteeee =D
1 for small fish, 1 for cassie mui mui :D

monkeyy for aries =p

2009-12-25T04:25:00.000-08:00

After we saw all the bigggg fishes etc etc..

We still dare to eat seafood HAHAHAHAHA!

lols, special plastic xD

My first time, eating such a big crab o.o

lalala some retarded pics =p!!

stop here first, im still uploading pics ^^
btw, merry xmas to all =D

2009-12-23T16:46:00.000-08:00

everyone wear slippers xD

waiting for the blueee line to siloso point?

LOL! we saw everyone going down from the bus, we follow lor. who knows this is to butterfly park xD HAHAHA!

crazy ~

lalala din take dao pics in the underwater world. oni took video :D very long de video ~ back to audi :P

2009-12-23T02:28:00.000-08:00

otw in to sentosaaaa :D

i wanna ride that next time! =D

the big map o.o

lalala busy audi xD post another time :P

2009-12-20T21:31:00.000-08:00

SENTOSA

;eeks
will continue post again when im free ~ back to audi ! D:

2009-12-20T21:08:00.000-08:00

where did i stop? xD im back to brunei! lalala ~

This pic, my eyes one big one small xD

lols look at yiyi xD

Brunei don have this lor =D
YOU'VE MET THE SAM PA PO! XD

AHAHAH!

nice eh? xD

lazy post again T-T

2009-12-17T06:53:00.000-08:00

Back to my posts :D
Waffle ask wo upload de lalalallaa ~

IN THE VAN ! when the car turns, i hit here and there HAHAHA!

lols.. cant live without internet ^^ THAT COM SUPER LAG LOR!

hmm.. using double decker lalala.. go where liao ah this day.. hmm ~ lemme think. forgot liao nvm ! xD i oni know go supermarket. HAHA.. then saw this..

HOHOHO

WAFFLES ! =p

what's this? vain lor! wahahahaha! XD

at the bread talk XD

ice lemon teaaaa.

WO MEN ZAI

HERE! XD

then walk dao half way.. see dao this tomato HAHAH!

the saloon so special lor xD

== my sis took alot lame videos here ~
HEHE i just saw this pic.. im holding my 30k a cash ;luv

lalala lazy continue. wait till im free then post again xD

2009-12-15T17:34:00.000-08:00

lalala back to Singapore =D

On the first day, I thought jie got work nia ~ so i thought it will be sooooo bored without her plus mummy go operation for the eyes, no time go shop mah. but "yi zang" told us the good news. jie no work yet! wahahaha! postpone lalala. reach home, what to do? pack this that.

hmm.. i'll publish the photos soon after i've upload it to my lappy ~
LOLS. ytd, my sis say "you sure is upload to blog, saying I CUT THE FRUIT FOR THE FIRST TIME" she's right ;D HAHAHAHA! she taught mie how to cut lalala ;p
wash dish, bring the food to dining room. =x

everywhere i go, i told my sis, im like sam pa po!
cause everything we see from Brunei is totally different from here xD
take pics everywhere LOL! but the ppl here aint friendly.
Unlike Brunei, you smile with the stranger, they will smile back..
Here? waa, the face black daoo eeeuw.

Took alot of videos too. Not sure whether i can upload it here? cause the size very big lor. =x today not going out i guess. oh yeah, i bought a cash again weee ~ 7-11 everywhere lols. cant live without internet ~ hmm.. stop here. will update soon after i upload the photos and videos =p

& reply to waffle post in jun di's blog. HAHA. I LOVE YOU TOO! :D

2009-12-06T07:25:00.000-08:00

Cut back frindge D:!!!

Wtf la, blow hair so pain ==!! Like overheat zz. Massage also like no power ?! AND THIS TIME NO SHOULDER MASSAGE ~ ARGH ! bu suang de. == STUPID MAGGIE SALOON :@

LOL! top up another 15k @cash. THE BOOTS cost mie 9k wth man. EAT MONEY =x and the hair is what i got after toping up? == my audi cpl said the earrings extra LOL!

2009-12-05T08:05:00.000-08:00

LOL im still wearing the wedding dressssss, for 7days only ): its a cash set again D:

Another one, LOVE PARTY! For leveling the ring de. Like license also =D

See the require on the left top D:
LOVE PARTY ALSO NEED @ CASH =.=!!!!

We passssssed :D NEW RING! called Daisy o.o LOL my audi cpl said macam lao tai po de ring XD HAHAHHA !

Our ring currently lvl 7 liao yay ^^v

Im targeting that red team's ring =D ^^v

Then my character level again. I DO THE LICENSE MYSELF THIS TIME XD

I cant believe I just got x9 ! =D
SONG: FUNKY TOWN 130bpm, SCORE: 350,000 PERF:18? COMBO: x1 FREESTYLE BATTLE XD

XD WAHAHAHAHA!

2009-12-04T01:18:00.000-08:00

WEDDING DAY !

LOL??

;diao last try then can perfect sync! WHAT LA! T.T
Anyway thanks to DI ! =D he help mie play de hoho!
I use bro's account watch nia. x33Doop is mie XD
scared i fail again D: so ask him help mie do hoho. later waste couple's @cash jiu GG.
Gay wedding ^^
This part funny !

Im catching the flower ==! LOL!

Say cheeesseeee! ^^v ;D

chiekyy *flash* XD

See! Got ring on top liao ^^

Tag hearts to level the ring :D
STUPID MISSION covered everything D:

lalala

wo de audi couple :D

sayang eh May mummy, if u din redownload audi, u can come watch my wedding liao! XD