pr0mise.

Wednesday, July 28, 2010

11:52 PM

Sometimes, life could be miserable, confused, not knowing what to do.

I cried after wondering these 'what ifs' :

- What IF i'm already graduated fifth form?
- What IF i'm going sg?
- What IF I've lost my feelings towards him?
- What IF we lost contacts?
- What IF he lied to me?
- What IF she's still the same?
- What IF she knows?

Sigh.

Just then, a China girl (well she sounds like one), talked to me trough the phone. I thought it was him, so I picked up. She started talking to me with her so-called 'slang chinese'. I was shocked, I didn't know how to answer. I listen to her, she keeps on talking and talking, & what I've only understand was, she asked me about something and wont waste my time, I told her "uhh sorry I'm not an adult" she then asked again "so how old are you?" I said "uhh 17??" "okay, so you're still a student now aren't you?" "yeah.. =x" "okay I'm just asking if you want to join XX something and ask if my parents are free to join, etc" I honestly told her that I don't fcuking understand your hard hard chinese k? HAHAHA! She asked me "where are you from? whats ur name?" I said my name and Brunei? She replied "oh nowonder you dont understand. ok my name is chen......" I forgot :D not interested! Everything she asked me, eventhough I don't understand, I answered, NO .. CANNOT.. NO.. :D then when it's finally the end, she said "baibai.. baibai.. baibai." "im like huh? whats baibai? ohhh byebye.." LOL -_-