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Wednesday, July 7, 2010

5:47 PM

- @angel: I hope you're not my classmate, 'Angel'. If you're not, then this note is for you. My life, my decision. No matter how you advised me, I won't change. Thanks for that, but it's no use. Yes, I do understand every mothers' love their child. I ever thought of that before I even blogged it out. Sorry, if you don't know my personal problems, I would have to say please, fcuk off. You wouldn't know how stress I will be having a mom like her. Atleast I've tried my best to not just fight for that lil things with her. I've done alot of things and I regret it now. But I never complain. Cause it's my decision & I learn from my mistakes by myself. Only my close friends will understand how I feel. So yeah. They got shocked when they know the true colours of my mother. Let's say I'll pass away tomorrow *touch wood*, so I don't get to reach at the age of 21. Life is not forever and it's once in a lifetime. So, you may have to think about it too :)

@my mom. What's wrong with knowing more friends outside than classmates? Is that wrong too?Sigh, my mom wore fashion clothes, but her mind is still old fashioned than my grandma. Not an open-minded type of woman. Sadlife. Stresslife. I prefer a mother, who scolds me everyday, 'rotan' me everytime, rather than a mom who doesn't allow me to have a random friends outside, doesn't allow me to make friends with poor guys. Sigh.

@my friends/classmates. Is there a problem when a girl and a guy goes out for lunch? Why can't girl and boy be bestfriends? Please lah, be open-minded abit -.- eating together doesn't mean that we're dating.

- Woooh! Got back my report book today :D
She praised, "improvement shown BUT ......" lol, as my mom had predicted. Hahaha. I can see teachers' smile on her face. Rare to see yo ~
*teacher came into the hall, I faced away from the teacher.
Mom asked, "You scared ah?"
I answered, "scared arse meh?"
It's true what. Hahah.