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Saturday, July 31, 2010

10:26 PM

I'm going to use this picture as my English project front page. I bet teacher will get shocked about it. Well, thanks to my Domokun, it covers 90% of me. Distress had been erased. My mom cropped it to resize, cause I don't want it to be A4 sized. So it looks like the picture is only Domokun in it. My printer doesn't have colour ink though so I just edit it in black & white. Currently having sore throat, drinking chocoshake, blogging & decorating the paper work.

Yesterday, went to swimming with Baby, Matt gor, Jia Wen laogong & Kenneth Goh. I planned to go after lunch, but it had been postponed later owing to someone's clumsy-ness. Jia Wen left her keys and cellphone in her house & stood outside for quite a long time, I guess.

Baby brought Jia Wen to her sister's office, took the keys then off to exchange currencies place, near bus stop. After that, back to her house to take her cellphone. *wawawa*. Baby can't stand it anymore. Reached Mumong Kompleks around 3. We waited till the sunset, or we will get sunburn!

It's just a normal outings day though. Better than nothing. Orals are coming, oh-no! I'm not prepared yet :S

!@#$%^&* whatever.

Friday, July 30, 2010

10:54 AM

Domokun! ♥ I love!
Baby bought it for me at my friend's shop :D
It costs 28.90, we asked for discounts, less 0.90 only. Well, better than nothing. XD
I so wanna hug it tightly and said, "It's so fluffy that I'm gonna die!" HAHA! Copyright from the Despicable me! Anyway, thanks alot! ♥ although I didn't tell you back then muahaha! Atleast I said it thrice in text & pc.

Hmmm, I had frequent headaches nowadays. No use of swallowing a thousand tablets of panadols. No cure somemore. Went kelly house right after Geog lesson with Kenneth, etc etc. Took loads of pics, going to upload it to FB soon. & finally talked to them during tuition? Lol, awkward k.

Dinner @Ideal. Nothing much. Went home. Not going to attend school tomorrow, kinda not feeling quite well.

Thursday, July 29, 2010

9:17 AM

3rd tym write diz blog...stil cnt get use to it de lo,haha...baby want me write 600 words oh,0.0 i was lyk "wth" 600 words?!dats gonna kill me t0h,even my karangan wont nvr gonna wrote dao 600 words de lo..300+ words already giv face liao de,composition no nid to say de lo..hantam cn makeover it de,600 sap sap water^^ hahaha,juz the result come bck de shi hou jiu oh lin la..haha,gonna end of july liao le...i started to wori abt my june o lvl result lo,my fren said it already come out liao de lo...bt i dun whr shud i go check it,n duno the result is gud or nt lo..haiz,hope my result wil get well lo..haha,atleast cn get bck my face bck..coz my malay in o lvl is "U" aka totally fail...haha,n at sch de life start to okok liao lo..although there juz gt 2 subject lo,dats phy n a-math lo..phy,stil ok la...cn handle dao la,a-math which is i nvr study b4 de lo..at secondary sch de shi hou..bt as i hardworking de study n revise after sch jiu hai ok la,haha..sum of the function stil cn understand lo,sum of it totally nt understand...hahaha,i gt feeling dat i gonna miss my tcher lo...coz he soon gonna go overseas 4 continue his study,he pro oso lo..20 years old cn bcme tcher liao..personally,im vry xin shang him de lo..kinda handsome,cool oso lagi..teaching in class de shi hou,sumtym wil make me feel asleep de lo..coz sumtym to boring liao lo,wawawawa..n without my earpiece make me mre wanna slp at clz ah>< i duno hw v gonna do lo,after he ciao liao..gt a new tcher come,return to nt get use de feeling agen whn whn face the new tcher..living in hostel de life vry interesting gua?hahaha,the connection suck daooooooo wanna die ah..the ppl hre all topless de lo..coz too hot le hre de weather,haha..oh ya!gt 1 mre subject which is phy+a-math de lo...name is engineering sci^^sibehhhhhhh hard ah>< n the tcher mcm vry SS de,hahaha..so the result vry teruk de lo,nasib juz hav his clz once in a week ah..haha,v all no do his de homework de lo..^^ ahah,at hre..i listen all kind of song liao lo,nt lyk in brunei..juz listen chinese song onli,"ring ding dong","so big","airplanes" n soo on lo,haha..if hre de connection reali gud ah...sre i wil webcam wit my baby everynite de lo,hoho..at hre,I knew a lot of new fren lo..sum of them ok de,sum of them mcm pai kia lo..haha,me sre is follow the gud side de lo…wawawa,gud side de mcm gt gary(owez kacau me de),loong ping(2day his bday)Kevin ah,chris,ruo han,jin,nick n ah yap lo….all is live in same hse de,the other hse de jiu no information la…mcm lcly de,hahaha…im stil nt reali knw them well lo..bt the feeling 4 me,they r u gud de lo..haha,juz come bck frm yam cha de …promise to baby to finish diz blog b4 slp de…b4 go yam cha,had a tiny argument lo…wrote abt 600 words baru slp,dui baby de promise muz did…coz baby said,”if u love me den u muz did”,as guai de bf de wo…sre muz do de lo~haha..til midnite oso cn de lo..wei le baby,msg to baby le..bt she din rply me bck=( haiz,I think she is tired n felt asleep le…baby,wo ai ni<3 dun angry le oh k?i cnt cntrl myself juz nw=( live in hre de life,although vry hard..save current save daooooooooooooo…even my fren say me karit dao chu zi lo,gary say de…hahaha,stil gt 2 years to go lo,have to xin ku to my parent or fren keep fetch us go bck to brunei n send us bck to miri in everyweek ,bt I muz treasure diz chance to get a gud certificate to get a great job 4 my future..in the end,as usual..b4 go to slp,wo ai ni baby!<3 mwahx!

Wednesday, July 28, 2010

11:52 PM

Sometimes, life could be miserable, confused, not knowing what to do.

I cried after wondering these 'what ifs' :

- What IF i'm already graduated fifth form?
- What IF i'm going sg?
- What IF I've lost my feelings towards him?
- What IF we lost contacts?
- What IF he lied to me?
- What IF she's still the same?
- What IF she knows?

Sigh.

Just then, a China girl (well she sounds like one), talked to me trough the phone. I thought it was him, so I picked up. She started talking to me with her so-called 'slang chinese'. I was shocked, I didn't know how to answer. I listen to her, she keeps on talking and talking, & what I've only understand was, she asked me about something and wont waste my time, I told her "uhh sorry I'm not an adult" she then asked again "so how old are you?" I said "uhh 17??" "okay, so you're still a student now aren't you?" "yeah.. =x" "okay I'm just asking if you want to join XX something and ask if my parents are free to join, etc" I honestly told her that I don't fcuking understand your hard hard chinese k? HAHAHA! She asked me "where are you from? whats ur name?" I said my name and Brunei? She replied "oh nowonder you dont understand. ok my name is chen......" I forgot :D not interested! Everything she asked me, eventhough I don't understand, I answered, NO .. CANNOT.. NO.. :D then when it's finally the end, she said "baibai.. baibai.. baibai." "im like huh? whats baibai? ohhh byebye.." LOL -_-

Tuesday, July 27, 2010

10:42 PM

Nowadays, most of the bloggers privated their blog. Which means I've got not much blogs to read anymore, sadlife for me! Buuu! Anyway, Imma tell you this. I've finally forgiving that guy yo. Believe it or not? Miracle no? Well, he came to talk to me during recess. He asked me that why am I ignoring him. So I answered, you ignored me at the first place so I did the same to you. & since when did I post something bad about you in facebook? Rumours! -_-" am not going to say much here. Tired of all these. Everythings settled now, past it past. Kthxbai ~

- off to bath :D

6:57 AM

"Y - says:
*wo kiss ni if gt blog to read"

diz wat my baby txt me in msn de,hahaha...gt prove liao ah,hope all the ppl hre cn help me make evidence ah...hoho,diz tym sre gt kiss frm u liao baby..haha,dun lyk laz tym cnt escape frm me..hoho,nth to say la....speechless>< my baby wan me say many many words lagi..haha,n write blog everynite..haiz,1 day past lagi le...1 mre day near to baby go sg le,although in reality is still far frm nw la..bt i wil reali bu se de ni de lo baby =( whn the day coming...i love u<3 mwahx!

2:42 AM

I felt relieved after all, specially thanks to "someone" for helping :D
It's over. Now it's time to wait for his response the following day. Replying to my previous post, HEHE ni hui paiseh de meh? ^^v

During lunch time, Cmui dropped us(Kenneth, me & Brian)@NamWah restaurant. Too bad, it's full. I crave for their fried mee! Damn it. So we went to the Optic care, the spectacle shop first. Kenneth wanted to check for his eyes degree but they aren't allowed unless he had to buy something from the shop. I was like W-T-H, nevermind. I decided to go SuiHeng. Ordered fried mee & soyabean. Brian copy me! He ordered the same as mine. Hahaha. I treat them anyway. D: hmm, later on Brian lead us to the other specs shop. While we crossed Moi Nam somewhere, we saw Erwin -_- he called me "sapoh" great! Whatever. It's at the Plaza's 2nd floor, Kenneth bought his Hazel Brown lens. Though they taxed him for the check up on his eye degree but it was cheaper buying lens there. Then, we went to Guardian. They were like TJL when they bought the solution.

- waiting for my chocoshakelovee.

Monday, July 26, 2010

6:39 AM

Well..hi to all ppl hre,1st of all..im Wilson Ong,aka Janice's bf<3 hoho..she ask me to post sth in diz blog de,sori 4 my broken english..hope every1 cn forgive me la,haha..diz is my 1st write diz kind of blog,nvr experience b4 0.0 so gt little malu la k?haha^^'''felt bu zhi zai oso..understand wats the meaning?^^hw many day u nt beside me....hw deep dat i miss u lo=( although sometym,u make me bu shuang or nt vry happy de shi hou..i wil dun care those de,i juz 4get inside my heart...u oso din meant to did those de hor baby?=)i vry cherish those moment v had been togather,coz i felt i mcm dun hav much tym to pei ni..owez come bck frm miri,jiu late le...u wanna go out dou susah,n u wanna go sg 4 study oso le...tym reali running out liao!!>< susah 4 us to meet n gathering..in the end,3 words 4 u baby...I LOVE YOU!!mwahx!<3333

Saturday, July 24, 2010

4:43 PM

Muahahahaa! It was a late decision though, I didn't knew that Baby came to my school. He wanted to give me a surprise but I went to CCMS, got into the car, when I checked my phone, he asked me to wait at the school entrance & look for him. It was too late, so I asked him to go WYWY restaurant and wait for me. He drove there together with Matt gor. After lunch, they had already planned to go Bandar to celebrate Jimmy's birthday. I never planned of that though. So I went home, my bro was not in yet. I thought he could have went out with mom. kelly asked me if I wanted to join them(JiaWen, Niu Qin, Alvin) to go Empire cinema watch some movies too, I wish to. Unfortunately, I just came back and Baby nearly reached Lumut, he had to U-turn back LOL! *Omg - Usher.* AHAH. Went to shower etc. Just the right time he came to fetch me, then off to Baby's house, Matt gor wanted to change his clothes from lion dance clothes into a casual one. Surfing the internet awhile, off to pick Kenneth. Wow, perfume strikes into my nose while he entered the car. ~.~ after that, Baby went to fetch his elder bro, Steven gor at the Vocassional school (not sure of the spelling). Waited for awhile, I wanted to go to the washroom, the guys there was like trying to disturb -_- wth ~ went to find Jimmy @Happy Star. They greet him, then went to the mall, waiting for JiaWen & Kelly's news. Bought two tees with the wordings "Rich and Bitch" and the another one was "Rich man is better than a Smart man." After quite a long time, there was no response from them. Not even a msg was received. Hell. When we got a call from them, we were like *what?!* cause they said, they've just finished watching and back then it was an emergency to rush in, so they had to set their phone as silent. It was a lame excuse k. It never says that they could not send even a msg telling us that they're watching. Atleast we don't have to wait like an idiot. We were frustrating at that time. Wasting our time somemore. Then we went to find Jimmy again. Kenneth was quite stressful, he asked Baby to punch him on the face @@ okayy. Scary. Jimmy treat us at SR restaurant, damn full. I wanted to watch Despicable me. So Baby brought us to the Empire, I've seen the upcoming movies on the tv screen. There's only adult movies and doesn't suites me. So end up not watching either one. Went back home, before that Baby went home & exchanged car. Hahaha, as he knows my mum doesn't like "noisy" cars -_-

- Curse me to death & I'll curse you to hell. I'm referring to you, sissy arse.

Friday, July 23, 2010

4:15 AM

O_X group

Left out Baby only =C

I was planning not to go out, but then Kenneth kept asked me not to think anymore, just go out. So, I went & dinner was cancelled. Great. Well, after this O_X group photo was taken, Kelly used the lift & went down one floor while we used the stairs and rushed down. A girl from the lift came out grabbing her mom's hand and said, "Let's go, don't want to see dao ta, zhu lai de." We're like *do we even know you?" I bet she's insane. Rudny & Niu Qin knew her. They said, she had some mental problem?

Kelly tagged wrong photos to me. That was actually Ivy & Rudny LOL. Hmm, while we're @Wywy, Jia Wen, Kelly & I kept competing who're the fastest for posting a status. People keep coming, so we keep post. LOL. We left out Niu Qin anyway. There was a sudden scream. Outrageous! I thought something just happened, I started to think, it might be like a cockroach on their food, big spiders, or some other things. At last, they're just meeting a long-lost-friend. I'm like W-T-F? The supervisor asked us to lower our volume, but how about the muslims? They could scream? We can't talk issit? *spits on your face*

Tuesday, July 20, 2010

2:41 AM

We had another talk or speech during the second period, it's all about career pathway, future planning, business, character which suites your job opportunities, pre-uni, degrees, diplomas and subjects which you may have to target before choosing any course. They also convey us to try this Sunway Universiti Colledge. I don't think I have confidence for going there but it's a nice place though. A bunch of browsers were given to us. We tried to snatch all of each different ones at a same time. After the break, we head to the multi-purpose hall for an Australian English competition. It was effing hard! I could only understand atleast 5 out of 60 in the question paper. Outrageous. Let me tell you something, too much of tolerance will cause bigger trouble. You crossed my limit, I will not let you go this time. I'm sorry, but I have to revenge no matter what. Though if my first plan would not work, unfortunately, you will wait for my second plan. Soon enough. If I'd tolerate once more, I'm an idiot :)

Saturday, July 17, 2010

5:16 PM

I hate it to be in this way. Still ignoring. I'm wondering, how can you forget when I'm just right here beside you? What's the purpose of me going out with you, when you don't even accompany me. Furthermore, it's my last day. Just controlling myself, avoid from hanging out frequently since O' levels are near around the corner. My mocks are important too, to be applied for registration schools in Sg.

I had ~~fun~~ with them yesterday. Really. =')
I met my long-lost-friend @the padang. Chit chat awhile, can't stand under the hot sun. Yet they don't wanna go. Therefore, we(JiaWen&I) walked to find 8878's car. Waited beside the car for them(Mike Kii, Ming, Matt, Kenneth & Steve).

Dropped Jia Wen to her house to pack up her clothes, then off to Wing Soon. Just realised it's my ex bf's restaurant -_- am so full. Not ordering anything. Next, we went to Mumong Komplex to see whether the swimming pool is open. It was 12pm at that time. They said they'll open at 2pm. So, we went to the Panaga Club. The rules had been changed. I was like w-t-f. The last time I went, there was no such rules that members below the age of 21 could not sponsor anyone. He asked my mom to come and sign. So I called her & she said *mafan*. Lol. It was so bored. =C

Went to Soon Lee, then to pasar malam @tudong salji. Saw SeeMui there xD
She hit my tummy when I'm enough exhausted already and fully filled with KoloMeeFishBall.

They're mean! *agreed to Jia Wen's sayings. They left us behind whenever we walked, they never came to find us whenever we're lost, happily walked away without telling us where were they going. Jia Wen & I, went to watch & feel snakes! O-M-G! Hahaha! The entrance fee was $2, Jia Wen took Kenneth's wallet, she told him, "I give Janice $1 ah". So, Kenneth thought she lied and he ignored till he checked his wallet in the car and realised. Hahahahaha :p

Took alot pictures there. Will upload it to FB.

Hungry. Byee.

Friday, July 16, 2010

7:33 AM

Baby never listen to me! Fed up! xC

I can't sleep, it's 22:24 now. ~~Only.~~ Boredom strikes when everyone's sleeping and you're the only one who're still awake. Scary too. Meanwhile, I found some anonymous blog randomly. I wanted to share here and it's quite interesting which suites especially for me. Loads of vocabs to be found in there, full page of stories.

- 'Stranger in his own space' was given as its title.

Chris had just been about to peel off his shirt and check for cracked ribs - Dan had definitely broken skin today, and there was another unsalvageable shirt down the drain - when there was another knock at the door. Chris growled and heaved himself off his bed. If it was Eric’s lab partner, back for yet another notebook, Chris was going to throttle the kid.

The first paragraph. It's continuous in each and every post of hers/his. I guess it's a group of friends creating this blog.

Click here to view.

Wednesday, July 14, 2010

6:32 PM

I got a feeling that I miss my ex-classmates. Really. I wish we could be like before, walking together during break time to the toilet, gossip about the movie stars although I didn't really catch the balls, but I really miss those moments we spent together. I don't care what people are thinking about us, saying rumours about us that we are too close like lesbians. But who cares? Say whatever you want as long as I'm happy being with them. Unlike my classmates now, sigh. They're really different from what we're thinking comparing with my ex-classmates. Childish. Selfish. I'm glad that I knew all of them. How I wish that I never repeated in sec3. Everything happens for a reason. Knowing that we are going to separate someday, therefore, I'd chosen to avoid them before sheding another drop of tears. Although, I should have appreciate and cherish the moments to spend more time with them, but it's already over. They're now far apart. God had planned everything for me. He have the reasons.

~~Trusting you day by day.~~

Tuesday, July 13, 2010

10:40 PM

That's me and Kelly @Rudny house.

Woooo! I'm saved, didn't bring my phone to school. Can't contact a single person. Luckily my bro saw me at his school. Otherwise, I'll be waiting & waiting until sunset! Likewise, I might have to attend POA classes in the afternoon. I bet there's not much people going to attend. Seems like every weekends, we are having public holidays. The first week was the final sport heats, the following week was owing to the Israk Mikraj. Then, this coming weekend starting from Thursday is a holiday too cause OUR daddy's birthday and he is coming to KB @Padang!(forgot the padang name) Yes! How about the next week? Hahahaha!

I miss Baby ♥

2:28 AM

Joan, Kelly, me, Jia Wen @Rudny house. Baby spotted on the balcony! XD

Had spotchecks this morning, I was so afraid that they would penalized my babypinkscissor! :C LOL! The teachers asked me to cut my nails & tie my hair! Hahahaha! Uhh what happen next? Forgotten. Thinking. Oh! During lunch time, Brian treats us Jolibee! Thanks man! Saved my $ again. Hoho! The "Jolibeeman" or the waiter, asked Brian to do the feedbacks. Wow, good English eh? He wrote on the suggestion section, "discount for people so that many-many will buy the food, big chic bucket". Lol wtf is this? He can get a credit for his English and I cant. Hmph! Then went to the arena's pool with See Mui while Kenneth & Brian go search for the soft toy in Nice Top. Cmui drove us back to school, before that she needs to collect money, so her bro went down from the car when it's still moving. His foot stucked below the tyre. We were laughing like hell. He asked Cmui to reverse, but she moved forward. LOL! Okay. =X that hurts. Hahahahahaha!

Monday, July 12, 2010

5:29 AM

"Mommy! I saw a double rainbow just now!" I told her. "Did you make a wish then?" She asked.

Sigh* no matter what I wished for, nothing will come true. I don't believe in such things. If it happens, everyone's life would be easy.

Is that wrong if I'm lonely? You're the one who doesn't like me being friends with those peeps, now what? Lonely is wrong too? Is that wrong to be bestfriend with a guy? I don't know what you're thinking, mom. They're not like what you think. You asked me what happened between my old group of friends and I, but it's really hard to explain in my situation now. Yet, you're not open minded enough. That's the reason why I don't share things with you. You love money issit? Go marry a rich arse guy then. FML. Everything blame daddy lah.

Saturday, July 10, 2010

7:20 PM

The party was cool! ALthough, alot of bad things happened the last night. I miss playing those 3 in 1 bouncers, but I'm feared of playing those long slides bouncers! I screamed like hell. It's so so so scary k. Plus they keep climbing up, the bouncer was slanting apart. Lol! I regret drinking cause I missed all the fun. *I stress baru drink de ah, eiseh* HAHA. 'Carlsberg mix with R------' I forgot the name. Lol. Felt sick after afew hours later. The taste was 'pui' *effing bitter*. Hahahaha! The first time I drank was Vodka with sprite & Tiger. Not that serious, but this time, I felt like vomitting. Hate those feelings yo ~ I promise not to drink anymore. Phobia. Hahahaha. Shhhh! We were standing outside, leaning on someone's car. Suddenly, my tummy feels bad! Something stucks on my throat *going to vomit* but it's not coming out! T-T my vision went blurred. Baby brought me into Rudny's house & rest. Aunt gave me mentos & warm water. While I felt a lil better, I followed Baby upstairs and see what happened to Jia Wen. Lol! She was worst, cause she drank more than I did. I saw her lying on the bed, everyone was surrounding her *OH-MY~*. Then I'm starting to feel dizzy again, I sat on the stairs, doesn't feels like moving. Baby hold me down the stairs, back to the seat and drink somemore warm water T-T seee! I missed all the fun! There was a fight going on upstairs. Too bad, I missed it. x.x *skip skip* reached home, did not take my shower. Just wash my face *full of cream yo!* yuck! Then off to bed. I bet there's more than 40 people in the party. 0.0

Thursday, July 8, 2010

8:22 PM

(A) I'm being too obedient today, didn't go out wahahaha! Got to revise back my English later, on what I've learnt in CFBT tuition class the previous night. It cost $30 per night class, I was like w-t-f, damn expensive but it's worth. I've been there twice already. One word - awesome! I effing loveeee that angmoh teacher :P as you know, I'm an angmoh freak! Hahaha! Anyway, just came back from extra class. Our teacher told us that, yesterday most of the parents told teacher about their child, "they're old enough to think, they know what's right and what's wrong." I really wish my mom would say or think in that way y'know? :C

- I hope tomorrow will be having loads of fun with them, celebrating Rudny Kii's advance sweet 18th birthday! My mom had to pick them (Jia Wen, Joan & Kelly); including me, all the way to Sg. Liang then go back to KB, around midnight she'll come back Sg. Liang and fetch us home again. Tsk tsk. That's her problem because I wanted to use bus go but she don't want. Got people fetch us home, she also don't want. She's too free. Tsk tsk. Yeah, I know Brunei's bus got alot of so-called the 'lakos', but if you don't let me try, then how am I going to live in Singapore? Use cabs all the time? They're human too alright, it's not like I'm going alone or what. Eventhough you said Singapore has not much lakos, but there are more people, more crowded, anything can happen there than here. I'm not being racist. It's just the facts that I'm telling.

Wednesday, July 7, 2010

5:47 PM

- @angel: I hope you're not my classmate, 'Angel'. If you're not, then this note is for you. My life, my decision. No matter how you advised me, I won't change. Thanks for that, but it's no use. Yes, I do understand every mothers' love their child. I ever thought of that before I even blogged it out. Sorry, if you don't know my personal problems, I would have to say please, fcuk off. You wouldn't know how stress I will be having a mom like her. Atleast I've tried my best to not just fight for that lil things with her. I've done alot of things and I regret it now. But I never complain. Cause it's my decision & I learn from my mistakes by myself. Only my close friends will understand how I feel. So yeah. They got shocked when they know the true colours of my mother. Let's say I'll pass away tomorrow *touch wood*, so I don't get to reach at the age of 21. Life is not forever and it's once in a lifetime. So, you may have to think about it too :)

@my mom. What's wrong with knowing more friends outside than classmates? Is that wrong too?Sigh, my mom wore fashion clothes, but her mind is still old fashioned than my grandma. Not an open-minded type of woman. Sadlife. Stresslife. I prefer a mother, who scolds me everyday, 'rotan' me everytime, rather than a mom who doesn't allow me to have a random friends outside, doesn't allow me to make friends with poor guys. Sigh.

@my friends/classmates. Is there a problem when a girl and a guy goes out for lunch? Why can't girl and boy be bestfriends? Please lah, be open-minded abit -.- eating together doesn't mean that we're dating.

- Woooh! Got back my report book today :D
She praised, "improvement shown BUT ......" lol, as my mom had predicted. Hahaha. I can see teachers' smile on her face. Rare to see yo ~
*teacher came into the hall, I faced away from the teacher.
Mom asked, "You scared ah?"
I answered, "scared arse meh?"
It's true what. Hahah.

Friday, July 2, 2010

5:29 PM

I thought she would change for all this years, watching me growing up day by day. 17years that is. But I was wrong. Sigh. Whats life for? Staying at home enjoying the stale air issit? Whats wrong with teens going out till late night? Aren't its normal? Or just because you're not use to it? It's not that I didn go back home for days. Well, sometimes I really feels like I wanna talk to you personally. Too bad, I don't have the courage to do so. Yeah, am a coward. Whatever. Because I don't want to hurt you. That's a reason why. Unless you have cross my limit. Oh she says, "seems like every weekends you're going out late. lihai oh? like adults just finish study and go out till late night"

Did you ever think about my future? After form 5, where are you setting me for further studies? Do I have time to shop anymore? Or hang out with them? No.

- out to arena.