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Tuesday, May 11, 2010

4:23 AM

This post will not be long. As for today I had been insulted for the third time. Well, what can I say? A bitchy guy who never thought of how people felt, before he starts to insult. In a short term of my brief description about this guy.
I fuckin' hate his retarded looks, sissy actions, high pitched voice, blabbermouth that he had. Well, no offence, I'm just describing his character yeah?
A friend of mine, asked me to forgive him, I mean by how am I going to forgive? You want me to beg him? Oh, please! Forgive him? I repeat, forgive him? -laugh- It's not that easy for me to become vindictive as you think. Therefore, I refused to do so. Wait until the next century comes alright? At first, I heard you said that I'm a dead person. I tolerate about it, letting you go at the first chance. Though, my nerves are starting to grow.

I had thought about forgiving him, as you know, people always said that I'm a soft-hearted girl. But unfortunately, while the second nerve grows yesterday, unfathomably during my tuition in the evening, he talked about how fun it is to have a divorced parents with a girl sitting besides me, he said that he wish his parents were divorced too. I bet that he wants to said it out loud purposely intention. He asked that girl, "Ask the girl besides you(he's referring to me), what's her feeling when her parents divorced?" The girl was shocked, she said "OH REALLY?" I'm wondering, am I deaf? Or am I invisible? *I ignored and continue with my work. So yeah, that's how my tutor knew about it then. Sigh, why not telling the whole world? Tolerate for the second time.

As for the third time, which had just happened today morning while having our art lesson. My classmate just realised she had not been talked to me for quite long. What does this mean? Am I that invisible to you? So this sissy guy insulted me, that I'm dumb? He was lucky. If there aint any history students, or classes at the back of the class, I'll fuck him as deep as I want to. I will not fucking tolerate for this time. You think I'm a toy to you? You like to fool me around issit? I'm so fun for you to play with? People do have feelings alright, so think before something spits out from your fucking chee bye mouth.

- L.O.V.E stands for Love Olways Very Easy, by Kaywin DiDi