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Saturday, May 15, 2010

10:12 PM

I woke up in the dawn yet checked my phone. It was 5AM only. I went back to sleep until 8, had porridge and a small bowl of maggy mee for breakfast. Walked into the kitchen, searched for my one and only daily use cup. Unfortunately, I gazed at the sink, I knew that my maid had not washed it, so I walked back into my room, feeling awkward enough seeing him not onlining. I ignored, thinking that he might be sleeping like a pig. Would not want to disturb him, since he had been staying up late the last night. My mom asked my brother whether he wants to cut his hair cause next weekend she's unable to bring us out. I wanted to cut, so this is my new haircut looks.

I cut bangs again, shorten the length at the back and sides. The hairdresser asked me, "You always go swimming right?" I answered, "Yeah". Then she asked "How long do you go for a swim?" I replied, "Once a week." She said "Oh, nowonder your hair is so dry." Now I know why is it -_-

It's already 11AM, he's not awake yet? Felt more and more awkward by then. Probably he was too tired? Ignored once again. After my hair is done, my mom brought me to the gold shop, she trade in her -married ring- I dont know how to call it. She got back $290. Lol so my mom brought me shopping at KB town area. Bought a deco to hang on my room's door. Quite expensive though, I said that I want it, didn't thought that she would really buy it for me. *so touched. Then bought some groceries from the Supa Save. Till then I reached home, Jian Sin seldom chats with me in MSN already since that day. This afternoon, he suddenly came to ask me, whether I knew what had just happened. I thought he was joking around, because people always likes to fool me. He said that my ah pek aka my baby is dead eventhough my reaction was like oh-that's-so-fake, but my eyes went watery. I felt the anger when he told me that they got in a car accident and so on. He's still in the hospital, sigh. After sms-ed him, my tears shed. I don't feels like replying, I don't know how to say, but.. Nevermind. I just don't like to admit whenever I'm worried of someone. I always kept it in my heart, that's me. I dislike guys who goes out till late at night because that would make me thought of my dad's bad attitude & behaviour.

Continue reading my Breaking Dawn storybook, it was lent to my babe, Aries then her friend. Till now then I got it back. I wanted to read from the starting again, Twilight. But sigh, it's lost in somewhere after I had lent it to Brian. Therefore, I did not finish reading Breaking Dawn yet. Since there's exam for English paper 1 tomorrow, I try my best to find more vocabulary and improve in my grammars just in one day. I bet my English paper 2 is going to fail. So, I hope this helps when reading, hopefully I will try to get atleast a credit in this term or my teacher will be going to destroy my lovely Saturday by having English extra classes in the afternoon, just like detention :/